piss 0ff~
today i go for my math paper 2..
is like so hard lahr..
oh my god..
evrybody seem to be okay with it but not me.. zzz...
whatever lohr..
its all past lehr...
then i go home rot till like 8+ i decided to go out play play game u know..
i went there..
nothing much..
play my touch screen game...
then suddenly joshua and one big gang came in mahhs..
so i was like kinda curious why they stabd behind me..
therefore i ask " eh, we se men ni men zhan zai hou mian?" meaniing why u all stand behind wor..?
got one girl at there say till very KB like why cannot sia..
zzzz, i wasn't even talking to her...
that already piss me off...
then she purposely walk beside to see my face..!!!
i still heard that like not pretty arh ..
what the fuck man!!
i not pretty my problem lahr...
what the heck.. ass hole man..
i'm like darm darm piss lahr...
--> see, im piss off 
angry
for goodness sake, FUCK OFF MAN!!!
baby fuck
fuck you!!!!
if it wasn't that i dun wan trouble i will sure confront her de lohr..
so what if my ex joshua have a very pretty stead.. thats is his problem not mine..
i dun care anymore because i dun like him lehr..
what his life is not my problem..
if u're trying to tell me that u can find a better girl then FINE..
u did it and its good for you!!!
if i can i would like to kill you guys man!!!!~
like how the kitten kill..!!!!!
如果不是我累了，我一定会反驳的！
我的生活已经很艰难了，我不想再有其他的烦恼了。。
这个坏世界放了我好吗？
我认输了，你开心了吗??
郑瑞林是真的真的很累了，就放过她好不好。。
我也只想有个真的不会离开我的人。。
fuck the whole world...!!
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im tired.
it has been so long since i post ..
even if i post no one cares..
having o level now..
kind da stress...
have actually gave up...
today english paper is hard..
die lehr...
aiya, i no care lehr lahr...
came home is like 6 o'clock already..
i wanted to sleep but just couldnt get into slp..
我累了，我真的好累了！
这样的生活我受够了！！
我真的什么都不想想！！！
我要每天失意，我不要烦恼！！
给我，我的自由吧！！
人生短短几十年，就让我好好的享受吧！
我先在什么都没有了~
我爱的他，也不再了。
我希望他过得快了。。
今天是我没有他的的十天了。。
我依然很想他！
但可能这样他才能快乐。。
我不介意默默地承受全部，只要。。只要他能快乐。。
就让我这样下去吧，千万不要来管我。。
i just want the time to pass....
i just want a shoulder to lean on..
i just want somebody i want...
leave me alone...
fuck the world..
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fuck
today was cold.
i went to school..
it was raining and wind are blowing...
i felt so lonely..
i'm all alone..
things flashing through my my mind..
haiis**
school was alright.
very tired,
alot homework..
went home, rest on bed..
wait for him to finish his exam.
but im not feeling good..
reason: tons.
explain: dunno how to say
how: i just need somebody and maybe time..
what can ppl do: nothing or maybe kill me.
all i ever wanted was simple and sweet..
i trust u in everything, just hope u wont bluff me..
I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING HIDE IN THE DARK.
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THATS WHAT IM FEELIIG NOW!!!!
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