happy 2010 (:
today w0ke up already one plus already..
baby wanted to find me but......
aiya, alot thing happen lohr..
wanted to meet girlfriend at 6 but in the end drag till 7.45..
sorry ar, never go till bugis..
we shall go the next time..
having some problem with money now ..
mum no money i understand, but what the fuck is my dad doing..??
really dissappointed in him lahr..
he rather spent all his money on china girl and drinking than his own family..
i really got nothing to say ..
he just becoming more and more suck.
i promise to bring my mum go eat steak once i got my dec payy..
To baby zach:baby, i know i have been kind of suck,
but thats because i l0ve you..
i want u to know what is your girlfriend thinking..
no matter what happen, i'll still l0ve you.
today is a new year, a new beginning..
so let us start afresh and be how we use to be.
dear dear i l0ve you..
Ps: sweetheartx your smile is w0rth my everything!
To simin: happy new year.. new year, new beginning((:
have fun in genting!~
To baby stef: have fun in korea alright.. happy new year babe..
come back let go d0 nails together XD
To maggie: hahas, happy new year, pull your ear!! ((:
thank for the company.. have fun talking to you..
ahhaha.. take care..
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hmmm, this days i dun feel so go0d.
don't ask me why cause i dunno to0..
today went for my job training..
it was quite okay..
learn about the products and how to use the ijam and pda.
went home straight after that.
sleep from 7+ to 10+.
was very happy to recieve my baby msq..
haiis..
i also dunno what im thinking sometimes..
so complicated and confusing...
i know life is full of ups and downs,
but why must mine be so terrible..?!
i thought that having times alone i will be able to know,
but im wrong..!
let me just let time goes by..
baby, i want to have more times spent with,
but it seem like we're not able to ..
hmmm, let me just miss y0u on my own.
and, that will be enough lehr..
ps: sometimes i feel that we're so near yet so far.
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xmas
xmas eve i was w0rking.
fuck up about lots thing.
help make wrapping paper thn have alot of cuts.
night time feel sick already.
but went back and find him.
they went walking around do nothing..
i feel so empty, so neglected.
thank adrian and lee han for senting me h0me.
n0 comments already.
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happy first month anniversary
t0dayy is me and my babyy first month anniversary..
wake up at afterno0n,
then drag drag..
so only reach there at around 4++ already
cnnt sun tan already so decided not to change into my bikini already...
i walk in the water, enjoyingg the sea breeze..
kinda relax at on side while my baby play w friends..
grr, see him smile make me contented.
went over to sit d0wn and rest..
seeing them play around so cute..
baby went to play basketball, william company go buy water.
walk darm long lahr..
somemore without shoes lehhs, so painful..
but the sake of my baby, its okay..
we buried william when its about night time..
so cute..
to0k pictures but its not with me...
they went to bath then otw to vivo and eat..
while taking mrt was istening to s0ng..
kinda em0. think of things, relax.
hmmm, so nice to be cuddling in the arms of my baby.
about an hour till the end of baby and me de one month..
we sat d0wn alone..
just me and him.
baby ask me what happen , i dun wan to say..
he ask me why
the reason is because "i love you baby".
baby baby,
i want to be the perfect girlfriend u want.
i really want to..
i know that saying i l0ve you to u won't mean anything.
saying "i l0ve you" cnnt really express the feeling i am feeling.
but i'll prove to you that i really do care.
dear, im sorry.
i know i haven been a go0d girlfriend.
i know what u needed u haven been giving much.
i could only say sorry to u .
i'm trying my best to be the girl u wanted.
crying**
if theres anything u dun like about girlfriend, ill change.
PS: i'm sorry!
i hate myself cause i haven been a go0d girlfriend.
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don't get it.
stef baby, im here to dedicate to u lehr..
hahaha, so bo liao msq during work time eh..
take kare, last long with uur boyboyy.. ((:
hmmm, working and nothing else.
my life is so boring..
im tired n0w but just can't get to sleep.
lots thing running through my mind..
sometimes i don't get what im feeling..
it feel kind of painful and sour..
a gust of feelingg running up my heart..
i kn0w its kinda my fault to be so childish ..
but i just can't overcome the fear totally.
i don't wanna be freaking hurt again..
its so hard to understand why i can't have a simple l0ve.
i really don't get what im feeling now..
haiis**
crying**
maybe sometimes what ppl say are true..
l0ving a person isn't so easy.
ai ren shi hen xing ku dehr, dan bei ai cai mei you na me tong .
i wan to l0ve babyy w all my heart and give him everything i had got.
but i just can't avoid beingg sensitive and get hurt.
i dunn0 what to d0, mayb i need some time on my 0wn..
just f0r tonight, i will be fine.
realy fact is, falling in l0ve w you ish the best thing.
i may not be the perfect girl u wanted,
but i will try my best to be the perfect girl u wan me to be.,
cry**
im sorry.
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i have been well..
heyy ..
i have been well this time.
i had my workk...
busyy...
no time to company my stead..
im so sorry >.<
i promise will company after my work finish..
he had treat me real well.
no matter how bad i am he never gave up on me.
athough i say i won't promise anymore..
but he made me change my mind...
i promise to l0ve him .
i promise to treasure him.
i promise to d0te him.
i promise to keep all my promises!!
tmr im going to work..
sure very tiring..
hahahahah..
bye bye
babyy babyy, if u are reading it.
i just wan to tell u " i love you"
muackie**
**sorry dion. didn't know the fucking security will like that .
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ai ai ai
babyy, thank for protecting me..
i hear that u so mind ppl scold im actually very touch..
hmmm, l0ve you very much..
i l0ve the way u are..
today work was tiring .. ughh
i suddenly no voice..
im very man now..
hahhaha.
baby fetch me home today.
so touch..
thank lots dear..
wo ai ni..
night night(:
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