♥ Babyy i love you ♥

rainbows everywhere~

2010-07-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

hahahs, t0day i reach work place at 10.30 and see nobody do opening!!!
then i go see the shedule again it was ME!!!!
i was late..
i freak out lahr...
then faster do lohr..
with the help of JESS $ LISA i finish just in time uhs..
fold the stupid ch0pstick thingy all the way till 2++
went to had my lunch w LISA~
to0k bus home..
lalalas**

pack my stuff while watching TV!
my FAV~
came out to find my GUMMY WIFE <3.
lent her mp3 for the trip t0 malaysia..

yes! finally an oversea trip..
wahhaha...
before that have to go buy TAIWAN XIANG CHANG for LISA & JESS~
heehee**

hey PIG,BULYY $ GUMMY WIFE..
remember to MISS me kaes..
(although just one day)

love you guys lots^^
babyy,

smile to a better dayy.

2010-07-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

Peeka bo0o0o~
im back to my bloggie again~
hahahhas..
finally update my blog and put pictures..
no song.. sorry..
lazy to make lia0...

hahahs,
had an outing w ALLEN THE BULLY & QIHAO THE PIG^^
super great fun..
they company me go shopping :X
hmmphs. i guess i can slowly see the light again lehr..
should bully them more..
ask they all go out w me..
tour around singapore! (although s'pore is small)

NEXT UP ; 1st going to malaysia w JESS..
HAVING SEAFOOD~ YUM YUM**
2ND; PIG AND BULLY, we going out on thursday!!!!
looking forward to it luhs..

tadaaaa~ guys meet up so0n...
sister meet up so0n..

baby ♥ yous..

down down down

2010-06-29T06:21:00.001-07:00

once again my world ish going down down down..
BUT...
i will try my best to save it.

i just wanna s0me l0ve.

2010-05-22T10:54:00.000-07:00

today i woke up and prepare jiu go work lehr luhs..
very tiring at work..
time pass so slow and its very sufferingg..
so while working im thinking about my school stuff lehhs..
haiis**
im very stress about it..
but NOBODY KNOWS!!!!!

but anyway when i was in the toilet changing after work,
my mum call me up...
she suddenly wan me buy sushi for her to eat so i did luhs..
hahahs, only i got 30% discount cause of my dear manager..
heehees**
i use nets to pay cause i totally no money in the end the machine got problem..
so i lent money from xiao yan zi to pay..
tmr going to pay her bach uhs..

i went home to give my mum her fo0d..
then i went downstair to find ppl for few mins uhs.. -.-
hmmmm... came home talk to my sister..
then START to be stress liao luhs..
think no want go the school liao lehr bahhs..
wanna go shatec least its more reconise i guess..
hmmm, very STRESS MAN!!!

im gonna see how it goes..
i don't know what to do lehr man..
i wanna some care some love..

我很失望！~

2010-05-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

HAIIS**
today was my only OFF DAY for this week..
i actually tot i could enjoy myself and company my sisters and others more..
cause if i really go back to STUDY.
i'll have NO TIME at ALL..

wanted go amk walk walk dehr..
ask someone to along but he seem to drag and drag..
i stand outside fucking hot mac and get diao..
so im really very mad i just walk away..
i went to bishan walk walk w chris while waiting for mandy..

at last we just went back to smb and slack..
haiis**
very stress to hear about my school thing..
even if im able to pay for it..
i scared i will faint half way and gave up everything..

ACTUALLY u know what im thinking about?
i just wanna have MORE time w my sisters , w ppl.
cause im scared that i'll give up everything half way..
and faint to the max..
i don't have the trust in myself..
im very stress NOW!
mother keep questioning me..
im SERIOUSLY FUCKING STRESS!
my tears wanna flow out lehr but i keep bearing it back!~

all i have to do is to stress and make sure its pay and i pay it back..
ill dehr.. taking up a load or what i also will...

i will have no freedom for half a year and more!
i wont have any love..
any concern..
any care..

BABY HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS STRESS..
HOW LONG MUST THIS GOES ON..?!

对不起我知道我让你失望了。。
其实我对自己非常失望！
我已经觉悟了！！
我的天慢慢的变黑！
我好害怕！　真的好害怕！
我只想有一点点的关心，一点点的爱。。。

tired..

2010-05-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

today wake up bath lehr jiu went to work..
it was quite tiring but still ok w frens around..
so after work..
yee ting, ruifang, zhiyang and me went to 925 and eat..
we eat and chat have some fun..
bitching around w somethings.. hahah :X
it was fun...

i came home bath and rest..
decided to use lappy..
hahhas, i added ppl in my new msn..
but not all..
so i hope those who know me please add me in my new msn..
sugar-confessionn@hotmail.com (((((:

still couldn't get to upload my pic and sound.. so can't re alive my blog or create face bo0k...
so, please give me sometime..
im really busy now adays ..
gonna settle my school thingy and other stuff...

l0ve my sister man!!!!
miss them alot..
hope to meet up soon..

tadaaaa..
baby signing off,....

tough day.

2010-05-18T09:27:00.000-07:00

many thing have been happening..
but i finally have a netbookand update my stuff..
give me some time cause still not use to it yet...
today after work went to eat w yee ting..
have fun chatting w her..
on the way home i realise like got ppl following me..
so i fake call then he walk away..
i found a school i wanna get in to..
i hope i get a slot..
i want to study mehhs..
it my life my determination..
i just h0pe that things will get better and normall..

wishes for HIMS to stay happy...
loves**

my dear sisters, u two are great and i love you tw0..
take kare... muacks..

我的心已经被你逼死了。

2010-04-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

life for me suck t0 the max man..
yesterday i had a great day out w my SISTERS!
but later the night i found out something which i would'nt believe last time..
my heart breaks while taking the train back..
i was speechless**
i keep telling myself that this thing had got t0 st0p..
it got to have a full stop...
if not i'll just be hurt even more? even deeper..?
haiis**
haiis**
haiis**

我只要你开心！
请你放千千万万个心，我不会在disturb你的世界了！！！~
请你去找你的幸福吧。
不许在理我！死了也没关系！！！~
我是很爱你，但是不要用我的爱来伤害我。。

y0u hurt my heart

2010-04-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

life is cruel..
you like somebody doesnt mean ppl like u .
i don't know why u fall so hard but already accept it..
all this is worth to exchange the day i once hold him close..
also for the smile on his face..
im contened lehr..
but at time will think why things can't turn out de other way..
im just not that loving isn't it..??
haiis**
everything just suck for me..
i thank my sister for giving their concern i love them..

working fren: rui fang
yi ying
jones
gary
jess
kelvin
kok wei
niu ma
uncle
xiao ma
ah qiang
many many ....

i love the staff party, once more man..

sister: chriscilia
mandy
liyan
beidi
darren
ryan..

i love you guys.

but i will still be emo.. i try not to bahhs..
it hard because i fall for HIM.. MHYW.

我已经死了心

2010-04-09T08:52:00.000-07:00

things had been hard for me！
i will update my blog soon！
只要我一离开，他的世界会更美！
我希望他会开心，苦都让我来受吧！

2010-01-28T08:27:00.000-08:00

peeka bo0!!
i haven been posting for freaking long time..
its either i not free or very tired t0 blo0g..
hmmm, many things happen during this period of time..
i had my ups and downs..
i try my very best t0 m0ve on.
and i have..
i really hope my other baobeiss also d0...

hmmm, thank sister for staying by me always!~
i l0ve you guys..
muah**

hahhas, i didn't know that so many ppl in smb sec , my ex school knows about me..
i was like w0wwww!!!!!
heehee**
but glad many ppl still dunno me..
cause if they does mean im alot of trouble man.. :X
i just wanna let ppl know.. whoever u touch a hair on i w0n't care..
BUT if u touch till my beloved gans and my ex boyfriend i really will bui lun one..

see ya again s0on.
loves**

i kn0w i suck

2010-01-11T06:36:00.000-08:00

t0day went back to scho0l take o'level result..
meet maggie to buy hair spray first but realise that sp nv sell already..
we went all the way to yishun to buy one spray ..
in the end not enough so i tie up my hair like ah ma..
haiis**
my result suck..
no poly courses, but i just opp for rp dehr lohr..
i h0pe can get it bahhs..

hmmm, i was crying like mad ..
h0w i really hopw that he was w me to wipe my tears and comfort me..
BUT he wasn't.
i guess i don't him..
he have cca..

sorry to hairul, i know u're trying to cheer me up yet i said nasty things to u ..
really sorry that.. but that for your concern. i really appreciate it.

ahweiix, sorry that i sort of shout at you in the message..
i was really blue when i know my result..
really really thank u that you're comforting me in message the whole time.
thank you.

what can i d0 t0 feel better?
have u realise?

1st dayy of w0rk

2010-01-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

**im want tp be y0ur perfect little girl**

today i woke up at blo0dy 6am man!!
i was s0 tired but no choice lohr..
the job was okay lohr..
nothing much..
at first yog thingy nobody buy but at last got ppl buy!!
amanda(my partner) and me is like so happy lahr.. hahahs..
we keep went over to MY CHARMINGS there and help up..
late afternoon is like so busy that we have like 5 person squeezing in a small area.
lma0**
was only release at 9.30..
darm, better give me my $2.50 duh!!
muahahahah**

i brought a wallet which c0st $19.90 already the dicount price..
going to make the ezlink card next time..
wonder ib i should buy one gold charm for mum..
hmmmm...

came back and met ahweiix for supper(actually dinner)..
thank ar, sorry let u wait so l0ng..
but hor, i eat the twister fries im like full..
so i bring it back.. eat it tmr i guess (X
heehees** xD

hmmm,s0methings are clear up w my dear already..
i bet it will be much better bahhs..
i'll give lots lots concern to him..
i know baby and me will be sweet sweet 4ever~

baby, i wanted to buy you the topman shirt u wan dehr..
but i cannot find the round neck i wan..
i ask friend they say got round neck but only w buttons dehr..
haiis**
so s0rry i couldn't find it for u ..
i will go search around one dear..
sorry sorry sorry><

ramdoms picture w feeling.

2010-01-06T21:07:00.000-08:00

my 2nd sister treat us for dinner at ast0n..
yum yum..

both my sister and my mum is cute yea..?? hahahs.

yesterday night my phone cnnt be charge...
i wonder is it the charger spoilt or my phone..
i hope its just the charger problem..
going to work so0n..
hope end faster so that i can go find my charger..

haiis.. sometines i wonder ib we're drifting apart?
the feeling is confusing..
like u do not care.
guess im just sensitive.

best word describe:sensitive

2010-01-06T01:26:00.000-08:00

hey yo!
peeka boo ppl!!
have not been able to use comp so nv update..
hahhahahs.
im like at my girlfriend house,
so i edited my boring blog again(w her help).
haha, today met her for lunch and brought snacks back to her house and slack lohr..
least time pass real quick lohr..

hmmm, past few days got unhappy things lahr..
but everything is fine now..
and im seriously glad about that..
i know im kinda sensitive...
but there's nothing i cn change about it..
my mind just go round and round..
i just hope u understand.

hey baby stef!
hear that you came back lehr..
contact me soon alright..
rmb my gifts:X
hahahhas...

baby, trust me tht i l0ve you..
i don't know if u do believe or ..
i just want to l0ve you..
i won't leave unless u leave.
hugs and kisses**

happy 2010 (:

2009-12-31T08:54:00.000-08:00

today w0ke up already one plus already..
baby wanted to find me but......
aiya, alot thing happen lohr..

wanted to meet girlfriend at 6 but in the end drag till 7.45..
sorry ar, never go till bugis..
we shall go the next time..

having some problem with money now ..
mum no money i understand, but what the fuck is my dad doing..??
really dissappointed in him lahr..
he rather spent all his money on china girl and drinking than his own family..
i really got nothing to say ..
he just becoming more and more suck.
i promise to bring my mum go eat steak once i got my dec payy..

To baby zach:baby, i know i have been kind of suck,
but thats because i l0ve you..
i want u to know what is your girlfriend thinking..
no matter what happen, i'll still l0ve you.
today is a new year, a new beginning..
so let us start afresh and be how we use to be.
dear dear i l0ve you..

Ps: sweetheartx your smile is w0rth my everything!

To simin: happy new year.. new year, new beginning((:
have fun in genting!~

To baby stef: have fun in korea alright.. happy new year babe..
come back let go d0 nails together XD

To maggie: hahas, happy new year, pull your ear!! ((:
thank for the company.. have fun talking to you..
ahhaha.. take care..

no comments

2009-12-30T08:01:00.000-08:00

hmmm, this days i dun feel so go0d.
don't ask me why cause i dunno to0..
today went for my job training..
it was quite okay..
learn about the products and how to use the ijam and pda.
went home straight after that.
sleep from 7+ to 10+.
was very happy to recieve my baby msq..
haiis..
i also dunno what im thinking sometimes..
so complicated and confusing...
i know life is full of ups and downs,
but why must mine be so terrible..?!
i thought that having times alone i will be able to know,
but im wrong..!
let me just let time goes by..

baby, i want to have more times spent with,
but it seem like we're not able to ..
hmmm, let me just miss y0u on my own.
and, that will be enough lehr..

ps: sometimes i feel that we're so near yet so far.

xmas

2009-12-24T11:43:00.000-08:00

xmas eve i was w0rking.
fuck up about lots thing.
help make wrapping paper thn have alot of cuts.
night time feel sick already.
but went back and find him.
they went walking around do nothing..

i feel so empty, so neglected.

thank adrian and lee han for senting me h0me.

n0 comments already.

happy first month anniversary

2009-12-22T08:31:00.000-08:00

t0dayy is me and my babyy first month anniversary..
wake up at afterno0n,
then drag drag..
so only reach there at around 4++ already
cnnt sun tan already so decided not to change into my bikini already...
i walk in the water, enjoyingg the sea breeze..
kinda relax at on side while my baby play w friends..
grr, see him smile make me contented.

went over to sit d0wn and rest..
seeing them play around so cute..
baby went to play basketball, william company go buy water.
walk darm long lahr..
somemore without shoes lehhs, so painful..
but the sake of my baby, its okay..

we buried william when its about night time..
so cute..
to0k pictures but its not with me...
they went to bath then otw to vivo and eat..
while taking mrt was istening to s0ng..
kinda em0. think of things, relax.
hmmm, so nice to be cuddling in the arms of my baby.

about an hour till the end of baby and me de one month..
we sat d0wn alone..
just me and him.
baby ask me what happen , i dun wan to say..
he ask me why
the reason is because "i love you baby".

baby baby,
i want to be the perfect girlfriend u want.
i really want to..
i know that saying i l0ve you to u won't mean anything.
saying "i l0ve you" cnnt really express the feeling i am feeling.
but i'll prove to you that i really do care.
dear, im sorry.
i know i haven been a go0d girlfriend.
i know what u needed u haven been giving much.
i could only say sorry to u .
i'm trying my best to be the girl u wanted.
crying**
if theres anything u dun like about girlfriend, ill change.

PS: i'm sorry!
i hate myself cause i haven been a go0d girlfriend.

don't get it.

2009-12-18T09:01:00.000-08:00

stef baby, im here to dedicate to u lehr..
hahaha, so bo liao msq during work time eh..
take kare, last long with uur boyboyy.. ((:

hmmm, working and nothing else.
my life is so boring..
im tired n0w but just can't get to sleep.
lots thing running through my mind..

sometimes i don't get what im feeling..
it feel kind of painful and sour..
a gust of feelingg running up my heart..

i kn0w its kinda my fault to be so childish ..
but i just can't overcome the fear totally.
i don't wanna be freaking hurt again..
its so hard to understand why i can't have a simple l0ve.
i really don't get what im feeling now..
haiis**
crying**

maybe sometimes what ppl say are true..
l0ving a person isn't so easy.
ai ren shi hen xing ku dehr, dan bei ai cai mei you na me tong .
i wan to l0ve babyy w all my heart and give him everything i had got.
but i just can't avoid beingg sensitive and get hurt.
i dunn0 what to d0, mayb i need some time on my 0wn..
just f0r tonight, i will be fine.

realy fact is, falling in l0ve w you ish the best thing.
i may not be the perfect girl u wanted,
but i will try my best to be the perfect girl u wan me to be.,
cry**

im sorry.

i have been well..

2009-12-05T07:25:00.000-08:00

heyy ..
i have been well this time.
i had my workk...
busyy...

no time to company my stead..
im so sorry >.<
i promise will company after my work finish..

he had treat me real well.
no matter how bad i am he never gave up on me.
athough i say i won't promise anymore..
but he made me change my mind...

i promise to l0ve him .
i promise to treasure him.
i promise to d0te him.
i promise to keep all my promises!!

tmr im going to work..
sure very tiring..
hahahahah..
bye bye

babyy babyy, if u are reading it.
i just wan to tell u " i love you"
muackie**

**sorry dion. didn't know the fucking security will like that .

ai ai ai

2009-12-03T07:58:00.000-08:00

babyy, thank for protecting me..
i hear that u so mind ppl scold im actually very touch..
hmmm, l0ve you very much..
i l0ve the way u are..

today work was tiring .. ughh
i suddenly no voice..
im very man now..
hahhaha.

baby fetch me home today.
so touch..
thank lots dear..
wo ai ni..
night night(:

i l0ve him

2009-11-29T02:29:00.000-08:00

hahahs. just here to say i love him**
buh byee.....

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
thanks for not leaving even if i'm rebellious.
i will m0ve along with you**

fuck!~

2009-11-12T05:58:00.001-08:00

fucking up life..
i hate it lahr..
stupid..
darm it..
get out man..

i already very tired...
really really tired..
leave me alone cn!!!!!!!!
i'm sick and tired..
fuck off lahr!!! chee bbye house chee bye everybody ..
let me die lahr hor.

zzz

2009-11-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

today to0k poa paper...
so all the main paper count finish lehr.. hahahs XD
only left next week mother tongue paper and science paper 1.
fuck man..
today so bored!!!!!!!!
slp all the way till 4 plus..

went to eat with sister and mum.
came back watch american's next top model..
stupid have some fight with someone..
feel so dumb about it darm it...
just ask u find other fren say till i push him to other..
like what the fuck lahr, also not like i like u then for uur happiness give u to other..
zzzz. u not happy then what.. darm

bye.. i wan find job.
wan busy till slp everytime.. no wan think anything..

dissappointed

2009-11-02T05:27:00.001-08:00

today went for morning ss paper...
i study through the for topic venice!!
darm it, didn't come out..
when the person say start i immediately flip to the essay section..
then i was like what the FUCK.
i know none of the question man..
i do sbcs first lohr, anyhow somemore..
fail liao lahr..
essay i just anyhow bomb liao lehr lohr...

off i went to mos and had my lunch with wife-grace..
then study abit chemisty..
but in the end i don't know how to do..
im doom man!!!
everything also fail..
sure go ite liao ..
or even ite also dun wan me ar...

eat dinner with mum ..
came back copy notes now goint to study lehr bahhs
tired** ughhh..
see how bahhs..
take kare..

anyway i'm sick of life..
where's the shoulder i need..?

im tired

2009-11-01T04:33:00.000-08:00

today nth muchh lohr.. i woke up can say quite early..
if it wasn't that i wan to pee i won't wake dehr..
i eat br4eakfirst rest awhile..
i started to work hard u know...
i finally started on my ART..
anyway i seriously hate it lohr...
but no choice..
i do very long then do finish 5 drawing paper i think..
i ate my dinner and went to slp at 6.30...
i wake up at like 7.30
wanted slp back but i woke up in the end..
i sit and and rest till now..
so funny dunno tmr exam study which theme...
haiis**
very scared ..
im gone to study lehr lahr.. i want to relax..

bye bye

piss 0ff~

2009-10-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

today i go for my math paper 2..
is like so hard lahr..
oh my god..
evrybody seem to be okay with it but not me.. zzz...
whatever lohr..
its all past lehr...
then i go home rot till like 8+ i decided to go out play play game u know..
i went there..
nothing much..
play my touch screen game...
then suddenly joshua and one big gang came in mahhs..
so i was like kinda curious why they stabd behind me..
therefore i ask " eh, we se men ni men zhan zai hou mian?" meaniing why u all stand behind wor..?
got one girl at there say till very KB like why cannot sia..
zzzz, i wasn't even talking to her...
that already piss me off...
then she purposely walk beside to see my face..!!!
i still heard that like not pretty arh ..
what the fuck man!!
i not pretty my problem lahr...
what the heck.. ass hole man..
i'm like darm darm piss lahr...

--> see, im piss off angry

for goodness sake, FUCK OFF MAN!!!
baby fuck

fuck you!!!!

if it wasn't that i dun wan trouble i will sure confront her de lohr..
so what if my ex joshua have a very pretty stead.. thats is his problem not mine..
i dun care anymore because i dun like him lehr..
what his life is not my problem..
if u're trying to tell me that u can find a better girl then FINE..
u did it and its good for you!!!

if i can i would like to kill you guys man!!!!~
like how the kitten kill..!!!!!

如果不是我累了，我一定会反驳的！
我的生活已经很艰难了，我不想再有其他的烦恼了。。
这个坏世界放了我好吗？
我认输了，你开心了吗??

郑瑞林是真的真的很累了，就放过她好不好。。
我也只想有个真的不会离开我的人。。

fuck the whole world...!!

im tired.

2009-10-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

it has been so long since i post ..
even if i post no one cares..

having o level now..
kind da stress...
have actually gave up...
today english paper is hard..
die lehr...
aiya, i no care lehr lahr...

came home is like 6 o'clock already..
i wanted to sleep but just couldnt get into slp..

我累了，我真的好累了！
这样的生活我受够了！！
我真的什么都不想想！！！
我要每天失意，我不要烦恼！！
给我，我的自由吧！！
人生短短几十年，就让我好好的享受吧！

我先在什么都没有了~
我爱的他，也不再了。
我希望他过得快了。。
今天是我没有他的的十天了。。
我依然很想他！
但可能这样他才能快乐。。
我不介意默默地承受全部，只要。。只要他能快乐。。
就让我这样下去吧，千万不要来管我。。

i just want the time to pass....
i just want a shoulder to lean on..
i just want somebody i want...
leave me alone...
fuck the world..

fuck

2009-10-06T01:48:00.000-07:00

today was cold.
i went to school..
it was raining and wind are blowing...
i felt so lonely..
i'm all alone..
things flashing through my my mind..
haiis**

school was alright.
very tired,
alot homework..

went home, rest on bed..
wait for him to finish his exam.
but im not feeling good..
reason: tons.
explain: dunno how to say
how: i just need somebody and maybe time..
what can ppl do: nothing or maybe kill me.

all i ever wanted was simple and sweet..
i trust u in everything, just hope u wont bluff me..

I HATE THE FEELING OF BEING HIDE IN THE DARK.

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THATS WHAT IM FEELIIG NOW!!!!

fat day!

2009-09-20T07:27:00.000-07:00

today woke up quite late
then bath and sneek out of the house with my dajie and mummy.
we went to jurong point and wat zhous kitchen.
its a advance celebration for me and my mummy birthday..
nice right? my birthday say day and month with her.. hahaha
eat till like super full...
we went walking around..
then was very tired already..
went back to sp..
walking somemore! oh my god..
but i went to sasa and brought a blusher. so ex! my god..
then i went to buy foundation and eyeliner..
i need mascara man!
some one pls buy for me..
hahahhaha
came home... and im tired.. hahahha.. tdaaa...

enjoy the pictures. lol.

i had a great time laughing as my mummy dunno how to use my sister iphone..
so all her pic was blurred finallyy this is still okay.. heehees**

the three of us XD

thank to sister i got a great feast!

its us again.. ahhaha

im so full..heehees**

funny mummy and cheeky sister XD

happy advance to both girls!~

"im ready for my feast"

hungry mummy & me. first to get the fo0d XD

MY da jie and me!

zhous kitchen buffet time**

PS: baby i miss you! wanna huggies u tight!~ muackie

escape the reality..

2009-09-19T07:05:00.000-07:00

wear similar shoes. lol.

tired! on our way home..

*oh my god! the doggie is so kawaii! baby i want one pls.. *

just for fun..

cute right??

today i woke up like quite late.. about 12++ 1++ like that ..
hahahhas...
decided to go out with my girlfriend..
at first we are like thinking, no $$ no place to go ..
but in the end we still choose to go to orchard..

we're suppose to meet at seven eleven at 3.25 dehr..
but u know my girlfriend..
she's always late..
hahahhahas...
we went to kopitiam and eat carrot cake.. chat chat lohr..
then we're on our way to orchard..
zzzz...
reach there we had nothing to do .
so bored, and i really mean BORED..
we started to get like abit fed up.
cause we dunno where to go mahhs..
walk and walk like two idiots..
still went to far east and walk..
she buy one hairband, four rings..
i only buy one glitter eyeliner..
i no $$ mahhs..
hhahahahhahaahha!!!

its like about 7.30..
took mrt go bugis..
walk bugis street ..
see so many cloth i like de lohr..
then $10 only... but i zzz lahr 10 bucks also dun have..
blahblah..
to0k mrt back to smb..
went to eat mac for dinner..
then came back home... hahahhaah (X

tadaaaa guys..

PS:baby baby i l0ve you!!! you're the best!

sccreammm!!

2009-09-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

MYSELF! i wearing fish legging boots and shirt..
face to ugly cnnt show.

MAGGIE!~

today went to school later..
my science pratical is like bull shit ...
u understand, BULL SHIT man!!

went to eat with maggie..
ahhaahs.
luckly she pei me ib not i hungry to death lohr..
*if you're going out then just say, dun say u going home or what. also, please give basic respect, look at the person when she talking to u .. dun just because u have ppl to play with and ignore the rest..
reflect uurside who is the one with u when u're down..*hmmm, msq jr ask ib need go school.
and its a MUST!
ughh** feel angry by it..
still went there..
maggie company me!! yea!!
the one that promise never come..
the one that never promise came with me..
hahahhas XD
can u imagine..
we cut paste tape write.
spent like so lots hour lehhs..
till like 4.30++ then we leave..
finally d0ne lehr..
but still got gaps must do ..
hahahaahah!!

i went over to maggie house..
we slack and chat chat..
then hahah, believe me we do girlish thing..
we change into dress to try out at first .. in the end
we see how to pose and walk..
like shit man.. wahhahaha!!
i was hungry, she co0k no0dle..
we ate 4 packets of noodle u know..
ahahhahahaa (X
watch diver boy's show..
ok ok lohr..
then watch wadever show, ending so lame.. ZZZ..
laugh like mad awhile and walk back home..

bath and now chatting..
blogg..
hahahhaha...
*yawn* night guyyy!
my energy is drained very tired.

PS: I LOVE YOU DEAR !

happy birthday!

2009-09-16T06:01:00.001-07:00

sister and me!

hahas, stupid me with the cake i make.

cake! after....

before.. with a heart ;X

there are some more pic but not in laptop...
so to0 bad....

today went to school and take two paper..
first was mcq of science..
i feel that its was totally crap..
second paper is poa..
cannt balance it but still feel okay with it..
once finish i went home and bath and change..

i to0k mrt to celebrate baby de birthday!
did nothing much...
just slack and chat ...
sorry dear..
but make a cake and a diy present for him.
hope he like it..
happy birthday BABY!

came home..
fun feel really go0d.
night night**

bored!!

2009-09-11T04:56:00.000-07:00

slept till so late ..
went to eat sushi with sister..
ate like less than ten plates(i mean both of us)
i went to art..
make myy 8 boards..
im sick of it already!

went home lie on sofa!
i feel so bored..
slp for an hours i guess..
now im left alone in the house..
i dunno why im so bored..
im so no mood..
i really wonder..

hmmmm, h0pe baby enj0yingg himself at his fren birthday..
muack**

im bored bored bored.!

lalalalalalalla

2009-09-07T02:57:00.000-07:00

ZHENG RUILIN IS TIRED!!!!!!!!
ZHENG RUILIN IS FREAK OUT!!!!!!!
ZHENG RUILIN IS FUCK UP!!!!!!!!!!
ZHENG RUILIN WANTS TO DIE!!!!!!!
ZHENG RUILIN DUN WANT TO LIVE!!!!!
ZHENG RUILIN WANTS FASTER FINISH THIS YEAR!!!
ZHENG RUILIN IS SAD!!!!!!
ZHENG RUILIN IS ANGRY!!!!!!!!!
ZHENG RUILIN IS IDIOT!!!!!!!!

ZHENG RUILIN IS NUMM AFTER ALL THIS.

THE WORLD SUCK.
EVERYTHING SUCK.
FUCK OFF.

ZRL SUCK

2009-09-05T07:38:00.000-07:00

today morning..
nothing but just something..
at home slp till like dunno what time..
wake up , lalalls.
went to lunch with sister...
came back we make co0kie again!!!!!!!!
starting it did not work out.. but..
at last it finally did..
lo0k still not bad..
ahhahhs.. gonna find my babyy as my ginea pigg again XD
he won't mind de right?! he love me so much :X

watch tv, time pass so slowly w/0 him..
haiis, dunno he got miss me anot..
sent him msq but he didn't reply..
was bit worry so sent another one..
he reply lohr...
hmmm, that moment i dunno what im feeling..
like abit sad like abit angry like abit jealous..
hmmm, but i feel so sorry that i cause him sadness..
baby baby, sorry..
girlfriend didn't mean it dehr..
just to0 w0rry about u ..
sorry sorry..
my BOYFRIEND is such a rare person.
he never really gets angry with me.
even ib he is angry he would so0n not be.
he dote me lots and love me lots.
i hope i can give him m0re than now.

baby i l0ve you & i'm sorry.

evangeline is mo0dy nowadays..
cause of women thingy?! or maybe of stress..
sorry ib she done anything bad.
please bao rong her first..
sorry.

i had fear

2009-09-04T03:16:00.000-07:00

today i went to school for chinese paper 1.
its quite okay, but not feeling really go0d.
i knew something bad is going to happen.
but i manage to pass the time with a smile..
then ish history paper..
suck lahr,
comfirm no A already.
whatever.

went to art..
there's so many many thing i need to do..
i cannot handle it anymore..
ruilin is fear of going in art ro0m.
ruilin is fear of holding paintbrush.
ruilin is fear of pencil.
ruilin is fear of art.
ruilin is fear of tears.
ruilin is fear of COLOURS.
ruilin hope that her world have no colour.
because of ART ruilin hates colours..
let my world be black and white
,just black and white..
or maybe..........
just let ruilin world be blank..
nothing but a blank piece of paper...

i cannot face my artro0m anymore..
in the class i have to bear with my tears..
i bear so hard that it actually hurt my heart alot.
i clenched my fist hard and reminded myself not to cry.
& i decided to go off..
i went seperate ways from elena..
this moment my tears just fall off like nobody business..
i walk to 325 playgrond.
i sat there cryingg..
i felt so shameful..
now that i learn something about myself:
" i'm atucally not as mature as i think i am. i cannot handle things i can handle last time."
"im not as strong as i think i am suppose to"

sorry if i do not talk
sorry if i ignore
sorry if my face is black
sorry if im emo
sorry, sorry..
but i really dunno how to face myself.
i dun even dare to look in the mirror now.

don't bother to pick me up.
im scared it will pull you down.

*thank b0yfriend for consolding me when i need some but didn't recieve any*

50/50 mo0d..

2009-08-29T05:25:00.000-07:00

today woke up at around 8++ went to bath...
then rest awhile jiu go school liao..
oh my god i reach there already so many ppl there.
hahaha..
i start to do my bo0ks first lohr..
but seem ugly lahr..
aiya.. who cares..! i just want to get art out of my life man..
then i start on my hourglass..
i use tapping..
find it ugly but JR say it lo0ks okay..
so im glad..

after awhile..
JR say his work not nice..
but i felt that it look really great..
hmmm, saw him sad sad and emo..
so i go over and try to cheer him up.. =))
after awhile..
hmmmm, finally see JR smile XD
really really glad!!

hmmm, ANG JIAN RONG!
thank for hepling me paint my bo0ks..
but u monday must complete your background okay?
take kare always wor..**

went to meet grace and eat..
then slack..
when to yishun walk walk ...
then back to smb..
we talk talk talk till like 8pm..
to0k stupid video of myself..
but can't update..
ib interested tell me ..
wahhahah...

dear had been outside..
hope he take kare..
love love**

EVANGELINE LOVE HER LOVE ONE! (KNOW WHO U ARE)

freak out!

2009-08-28T06:34:00.000-07:00

today totally suck for me lahr..
went to art after school..
didn't take fo0d..
like im fasting right
wadever..

lalala, something happen..
cannot tahan already..
put down my work and went to find wife grace..
finally i throw everything sicking problem to her..
you know, there are ups and down..
but, for me...
hmmmm, down more bahhs...

i went back wanted to start everything freah..
but.........
it seem like i can't........
tears just flow down my cheek..
constantly somemore...
bear it but it is so xin ku..
hate it!

but thank to wifee thank JR ...
without their help..
i don't know what i will become..
i started fresh again...
thinking that i will not fall into their trap again..
not ever..
i will do what i am suppose to do..
once finish sec sch life i will aviod them..
i hope everything go on smoothly..

special thank to wife GRACE:
thank for being there for me...
thank for everything..
thank for your comfort..
thank for hugging me..
just want tell you whatever you do u'll have me to0..

another special thank ANG JIAN RONG!:
thank u wor..
thank for helping me with my coursew0rk..
if no u help, i think i give up already..
having to meet u as a friend is just fated lohr..
u haven finish uur work u also help me.
very greatful for that lahr..
h0pe you score well in everything><

special thank thank to SYLVESTER:
you stay with me no matter what other say..
support me no matter how ppl lo0k down on me,
thank you!
i'll try and prove others wrong..
thank..
score in everything ^^

ZHENG RUILIN IS NOT GOING TO GIVE UP..
WATCH OUT THOSE _ _ _ _ _ _ _ OUT THERE..
ALTHOUGH IM TIRED..
BUT I WILL WORK ON..
IM TIRED
IM TIRED
IM TIRED
KILL ME
KILL ME
KILL ME
HATE ME IF YOU WANT
HATE ME IF YOU WANT
I DON'T CARE
I SUPER DON'T CARE
I SUPER DUPER DON'T CARE
ASS OFF LAHR..

ZHENG RUILIN IS TIRED

2009-08-27T06:34:00.000-07:00

i'm tired
i'm tired!!

tired of study
tired of art
tired of class
tired about myself..

don't want to do anything!
i'm so so tired!!
set me free u blo0dy world!!

evangeline is tired!

ruilin is tired..

2009-08-25T03:14:00.000-07:00

hmmm, today ruilin had oral.
everything went sucks..
ruilin knew she couldn't do it..
ruilin suck.. she knew it herself.
other ppl knew it to0 she guess...

hmmm, ruilin goes to art straight after oral.
two hour pass she only touch up walls and a stupid round thingy..
she feel herself suck..
but..
glad she got friends to talk to ..
HOWEVER ARE THEY FREINDS..?
DO THEY KNOW I CARE?
DO THEY TREAT ME AS FRIEND?
i really do not know..
no hint at all, how am i going to know..
NOTICCE PLS GIVE A STRAIGHT ANSWER..

went home and bath..
now blogg..

glad theres somebody to confort me.
thank a lot LOVE..

ruilin need friends to talk ..
need somebody to lean on..

thank babyy

2009-08-13T07:06:00.000-07:00

hmmm, today ..
hate school!!
math i was like the only one that don't understand a simple ques..
felt very stress..
so while mr raj is trying to teach me again..
tears fall down my cheek..
hmmm, was down awhile but luckly i got my wifee-grace with me..
she gave me comfort.
thank to her alot..
got the high achievers thingyy..
quite useful i guess, but... very naggy..
so then is eng oral prelim briefing..
even more naggy!
darm it.....
so went outside ava for the stupid teachers day thingyy..
hmmm, wan us get the thing done by next wed..
stupid siia where got time..
go remedial and stuff... blahblahblah...
nobody will wan to stay back dehr lohr..
freaking class will always say" u class chair u do lahr"
wadever this fucking reason is lahr..
ummm, resposibility i have to get it done..
hope they get my msq and bring the photo for me tmr..
least like that i can get it half done right..

went straight to woodland to meet my baby^^
we had kfc for lunch..
it was VERY DELICIOUS!!! (i ate with love one mahhs)
so after that because we're to0 full..
we went to popular and walk one round..
read stupid childish bo0k, then joke around..
it was a really enjoyable an hour or so..

baby baby i so happy that u always rmb what i say , what we promise each other..
he had never forget out date(except for being late) lol..
no matter how busy he ish, he will take out some times some day and spent it with me..
so glad that i had found him , other wise i don't ib im still emoing and staying in the dark..
he lent me his hand when i'm down just like a doraemon.. ( shen chu yuan shou)
wahhahaha, its a joke... hey guys laugh lehhs..
there's nothing much i could do to thank him for everything..
but i would just like to say that i l0ve him..
i look forward for our future(*u know, i know, ppl don't know*)

dear, i believe we are meant to be together..
will never leave you..
even ib u push me away i will still stick on to u like a super glue=))
hence, baby 8 letter 3 words 1 meaning.. I LOVE YOU!

tired

2009-08-12T06:10:00.000-07:00

im very tired today!!
i hate art!!!
im very tired today!!
i hate art!!!
im very tired today!!
i hate art!!!
im very tired today!!
i hate art!!!
im very tired today!!
i hate art!!!
im very tired today!!
i hate art!!!

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

baby i love you!!
baby i miss you!!
baby i need you!!
baby i want you!!
wo ai sylvester lim jun wei^^

babyy i l0ve you always.

2009-08-10T03:14:00.000-07:00

hmmm, today met up with baby had lunch..
we slack awhile..
eat our oreo donut and then jiu went h0me lehr..
he tired so i faster sent him home and slp.

muack** baby!!!
i love you!!
i am now annocingg that u are totally mine, always mine!!

sylverster lim jun wei !!!wanted post a pic of the carto0n but can't..
lol..

baby baby i love u ..
i love u ..
i love u ..
lalalals, i still want to say i love you**

thank babyy

2009-07-31T06:57:00.000-07:00

hahas, today go school lohr..
then nothing much liao...
went home take a nap..
quite nice cause i missingg baby lots lohr.
hahahs..

till like about 6++ then decide to meet baby for dinner..
HURAYY!!!
i bath and watch tv..
till like 7;12 i wwent off..
i take mrt go woodland(as usual)
went to eat with babyy..
very full very happy!!
walk walk around cwp to spent more time with himm mahhs.
then can't bear t0 leave..
but just have to lohr..
heehees**
i reach h0me he reach home..
both safe and sound..
hmmm, going to have phone session with baby later lehr!!
yea...
tadaaaa...

baby happy 2nd month anniversary <3

2009-07-30T07:19:00.001-07:00

hahs, today wake up quite tired nehs..
but xiang dao can see my baby so i just jump up!!...
heehees**
school went on as usual..
nothing much to talk about it..

HURAYY!!! after school lehr..
went home pongg pongg..
wait for baby!!!!
going to spend the dayy with him..
cause................
TODAY IS ME & BABY DE 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY <3
i went over to woodland and have lunch with him!
u guys know, even its just a luch with him make me feel so xinfu.
heehee**
then we walk over to his house..
and know wad, wow.. the parents know i sick ..
hahahs.
thank for their regards =)
hmmmm, the best thing is that he sang a song for me.
JUST FOR ME!!
" A song for my girl" is the best song ever!
nobody will ever get to hear.
muhahhahah**
so slackk, time jiu flew pass lehr.
i took mrt home.
blahblahblah...
lalalas~

tadaaaaa**

wo hao xinfu arh!!
ps:o'level!! OMG!

i'm sick!

2009-07-27T04:15:00.001-07:00

hmmm, today never go school ..
cause i'm sick..
but no worries just kanna normal fever nia..
after taking medi i jiu recover lehr..
but i got 3day mc ..
so till wed won't be going to school bahhs..

ytd head pain like mad lohr..
hmmm..
but luckly i got my baby supporting me..
LOVE you lots darlingg**

wahhs, i slp and slp really like pigg siia...
hahahhs, but my baby still wan me..
he pei me go buy fo0d i'm really very happy..
i wan faster recover then go out with my deardear, muackie**

so tadaaa guys..
going to orh orh lehr..
bye byee...

baby baby i l0ve you.
thank you very much..
we'll sweet always
and
stayy together forever dehr bahhs..
muack**

i'm sick!

2009-07-27T04:15:00.000-07:00

i love u, i wan u, i need u

2009-07-24T06:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm, today wake up feeling darm darm tired..
guess is cause ytd wait for baby de msq till like 12++
then because he sick i very worry about him lohr..
so glad i get his msq and he went back to slp..
i slp the moment i close my eye..

whole day in school i feel like slping cnnt take it..
so , i went home straight after school lohr..
once i reach home i change and lie on sofa..
after awhile i fall aslp of cause..

haiis, night very unfair lohr..
sister sick jiu win liao lohr..
mum treat me like transparent.
aiya, wadever lahr...
she study better of cause care her more lahr..
biased jiu say biased dun say wad cause sick.
i dun believe this kind of rubbish de..
just get away from my life ..

baby baby, get well soon kaes..
i love you, i miss u , i wan u , i need u^^
u're the best!!
baby u're so sweet always de.
i can't live without u ..

dear , let me promise u another 5 thing.
1)i promise i would make ur life worthwhile.
2)i promise we'll always be sweet tgt.
3)i promise i won't let sad things get into ur life.
4)i promise to not let the past to happen. lets continue out present and plan our future
5)lastly i promise to keep all the PROMISES that i promise!

i suck at math

2009-07-22T06:37:00.000-07:00

wake up, meet baby , went to school as usual.
also as usual lesson are boringg lohr...
hmmmm, we were release at 1.05pm for our break before our olevel listening..

sat with baby, had lots fun with him..
then, up up up we climb..
i'm sweating like mad when i reach there eh..
but mangage to settle down after awhile..
almost fall alsleep while the stupid song is on.
lol.**

ummm, well...
i thihnk i did okay..
but dun think i can get full marks..
baby walk me till block 322. then i went back myself..
he's a good boy, he went to study i went home lohr..
i bath and rest then slp for an hour..

went to yishun and eat with mum..
very very full..
reach home.
rest awhile..
i started doing my math..
but noe what!!
darm it. i like know none of the question..
die lahr**
im like so dumb lohr..

so now seeking help like mad..
think ask charles lohr..
he the best lahr always help me in math..
hahhas. thank alot man...

soo tadaaaaa guys...

baby baby, i love you^^
spenting afew min on the morning with me makes me real happy (X
when u told me so, im so touch u know..
almost cry eh =X
dear dear, thank for stayingg with me..
u're the b0y i wan to spent my life with..
can i..?

tiringg dayy..`

2009-07-20T04:04:00.000-07:00

today i woke up at 6..
darm early right..
wahahhah....
i woke up just to make LOVE breakfirst for my dearr lohr..
heehees**

went to meet him as usual...
see him eat the bread i so happy lohr..
(X (X (X
then lesson was like boring...
blahblahblah**

after school got phy mock test..
hahs..
forget about so didnt study...
hmmmmm, went to take the test..
and...........
i guess im going to flunk it..

went to eat fried rice...
grace buy soup noodle.
dunno she dream what she pour almost half the soup on herslef and the flo0r..
we eat and chat eat and chat..
after that jiu go home lohr...
i bath and now jiu blogg lehr..
so tadaaaaa, i'm going to do my homework lehr..
see ya guys soon...

baby baby,
hope u enjoy the bread i make for u today..
heehees**
i miss you very much nehhs..
8 letter 3 words 1 meaning: i love you^^

SLJW <3

2009-07-18T05:07:00.000-07:00

hello readers!!
todayy woke at at 11.40 am..
went out and lie on the sofa.
heeheex, msq my dear dear and watch SPONAGE BOB.
ummm, baby went to back to slp cause he very tired..
i just on sofa the whole time waiting for baby msq.
(time pass by)......
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twelve plus one lehr..
my piggy dear wake up lehr.
so happy recieve his msq.
hahahas.(X
u won't know how happy i am dehr..
hmmm but he whole body pain pain so cannot meet me lehr..
i was sad for quite a moment but then think about it.
he play bball so long of cause he pain lahr..
so i smile and ask him to stay at home..

heehees, so bored i went to run around smb.
then go sp say my nuer yan.
i slack with her awhile then went home bath.
after that find her again.
we slack at sp till night lohr..
then i bought mum dinner and mine.
i was like so full so now still haven eat yet..

hmmm, i am so bored...
ermm, although just 2 day like that no see my dear ..
it felt like a year to me lohr..
heehees (X
wanna see him very soon!! i hope..

baby baby, u know the love u gave me ..
i felt so WARM so PROTECTED..
thank u for always staying with me
nothing could ever break us up dehr right?
i l0ve you!~
you're the best, always the best!

i got a wish now..
i wan to fufill dear dream dehr..
i wan sit at the beach with beautiful senery.
sitting on a mat hugging baby.
git roses around me..
dear singing his song and playing guitar.
like so sweet!!!!
tadaaaa ..

dear dear <3

2009-07-17T05:40:00.002-07:00

today:17/o7/09
mood: bored, full, xinfu..

today of cause as usual wake up and go to school lahr..
but this whole weeks make me more wan to wake up.
heehees**
cause right i will meet baby every morning at bloack 322.
thn he will walk me to school dehr.
(X really feel so go0d about it nehhs..
readers jealous right?!

first lesson:poaX2
mood:extremely boring! suck man.
second lesson: eng
mood:do filling.. its like so confusing. hate filing..
is like why teacher like to giv u stacks of paper then when their boss
wan to check then rush us. idiot!
MT:listening again! ughh** do so many times like got use like that. -_-'''
recess: ate mum cook de rice very nice (X
baby msq me ask ib i full i so touch, shhhh**
chem: blahhblahhblahh..
ft: lalalas~

went home withn grace and slack till 3..
and we went to sp and eat..
we eat till like we're a fat ass..
wahahha. so full**
then i went home change and lie on my bed.
dear dear just nice he going home .
told him i go slp. and wake me up at 7.30.

(time pass by)..
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.....
...
.

woke up and rested at the on sofa. msq dear dear.
use laptop lohr..
(X quite happy about today lohr.
muackie**

hmmm,thinking about a day ago or something.
had a little fight with babyy..
ermmm, it make me very sadd.. felt terrible about it.
so, at here i wan to say sorry again.
ummm, very sorry that i keep make u sad.
but i will try my best dehr..
** hope dear dear can move on with me =( **

baby baby, thank for lenting me ur shoulder.
crying in your arms make me feel so warm.
so being protected by you.
xie xie ni.
sweet heart i l0ve you!!
proud to have u nehhs. (X
do ues?

&

life is always so beautiful when u found the ONE u love.
so, for me i have really found the one i wan to spent my whole life with.

haiis

2009-07-15T04:13:00.000-07:00

i'm tired of schoo life lahr..
so tired man...
ughh**

today school suck very bored ..
past time nothing much...
lalalaa~

hmmm, babby i miss u always..
thank for always caring me..
heheh..

rainbow<3

2009-07-10T22:36:00.000-07:00

again few day never post lehr.. dun feel like posting mahhs...
so school day just pass...
then nothing much lohr...
had been quite down few days ago..

but everything is alright now..
i believe in wad i had always believe in..
and... that HIm..

although mind can be indecisive at time buts..
i believe in wad my heart told me to do..
i'll never give up ..
i'm always stay with who i wan to be..

baby, i love you as much as u duno..
but i really do..
if there are times when i'm wrong..
pls correct me..
i'll always be with u whenever u need me..
sorry ib i had done anything wrong.
love love..

evangeline had to buck up in everything..
goodness sake pls learn to be even better..
just for HIMM..

5.18pm feel like cryiing..
but i just wan to sayy sorry .

i'm confused of wad u're feeling

2009-07-08T03:57:00.000-07:00

long time since i blog lehr..
haiis**

school time: lesson..
i'm angry..
lot work to do and i can't handle..
i hate myself..
after school i drag myself wonder if i going remedial..
i wanted to but i'm really tired of life..
TIRED OF EVERTHING!!!!

i went home have a nap..
i wake up tot i felt better untill....

i done my eng homework..
i went to on laptop and search for other hw online..
i call ms azlinda and understand the hw.

i feel that i so long no update so decided to update.
just then, i went to YOUR(u noe who)blog.
i read ur lastest post.
its about her isn't it.?
while i read through the sound of ur blog
make me cry, i bear with it as my mum at home.
even now i still feel like crying.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry if i cause ur life to be in a mess.
dui bu qi, dui bu qi i can't let ue forget her.
i wonder if i really got uur heart or just.....
haiis**
if i could i would like to cry out loud.
but i couldn't and thats a terrible feelingg!!
still wan to sayy sorry..
am i thinking too much? i really dunno.
my dear i'm sorry but if u wan me to go i will..
sorry!

evangeline is confused of wad u're feeling.
i know i suck but i had tried my best.
i hate myself!!!!!!!!!
i suck!!!!

slacking

2009-07-04T08:19:00.000-07:00

today i awake and get my babyy good morning msq.
he is so sweet that he never forget to tell me good morning good night.
really so love him..
umm, although he is at his ahma house but he will not forget me de..
so i thank him very much..
muackie**

i wake up wash up and lie on the sofa doing nothing..
its like so boring i dun feel like doing anything.
i miss my remedial as i overslept.
heehees**

starting i watch the show call ten promises to my dog.
and also taiwan drama show ..
its quite nicee ehhs...

i slack till night..
now blog and chat with my baby..
so tadaaaaa!!
dun distube us:X

Xxthat mexX

2009-07-02T01:51:00.000-07:00

today, nothing much..
went to school..
do many works..
very tired...
tmr need hand in art so need rush like mad.
ughh**.

after school raining like hell..
stay back finish math paper one and poa one ques.
then go sp awhile jiu go home bath and blogg lehr..
going to start my hw lehr..
bye byeee..

baby baby, thank for being with me when i'm down..
love ahweiiX!
muackie** XD

hate school hate art

2009-07-01T01:18:00.000-07:00

ello readers.
lets cut everything short..
dun have much time..
yea, long time never post.
no chance touch comp so wadever...

ytd after tiring scho0l dayy..
went home bath rest then went out meet baby..
we went to amk watch movie..
the threads of destiny..
was not bad..
so thank baby for choosing that show..
muackie..
belated happy one month my dear...

today went school very tired..
eng i do art ..
only one small one takes me 2 period.. god!
poa nothing to do..
very tired slp..
pe, ran 2.4..very tired..
mother tongue lesson very boring...
math, go through paper..
FINALLY ART LESSON!
-no work done.
-teacher nag and nag
-demand to do one layout within half and hour
-somemore must do two.(cos she talk very long)
-i had no idea at all of wad to draw..
-darm feel like crying..
-feel darm lost staring in space.
-force to draw crapp...
-next art lesson TWO MORE .

i so hate school lahr.
its the 3rd day of school my workload already like fuck..
that why i hated school life.!

so after my art lesson till 3.25.
rush home, rush wash up, rush to cook noodle..
and stuffing noodle into my mouth to save time.
no more time to waste.

sorry baby, but dun worry won't chock dehr**

now on comp, faster blog about my stupid busy life..
then going to search things and find out MORE homework.
lalaals~

evangeline love sylvester!
muackie**

more than happy

2009-06-14T07:51:00.000-07:00

today:140609

today woke up like ten plus..
awake by my dad..
went to ah mei and eat..
eat like one prata jiu full lehr..
walk around bought somethingg..

went home bath and rest..
till like 3++ went out to mee myy baby..
god, finally can see him lehr..
i'm like so happy..
hahahs. muackie..
went to baby house and watch tv till like 8+..
cn u believe that we watch tv non stop..
lol..

went down to the coffee shop and buy fish and chip for OUR dinner.
heeheess**
then the friend and everything was like there also..
so malu**
like shyshy i guess..hahas.

but finally so went back and finish up the food..
so fullfull~
like ten o'clock babyy sent me to mrt.
thank u fatfat! LOVE YOU.

bath and now blogg lehr.
now chatting with my babyy on phone..
so byee readers..

LOVE SYLVERSTER LIM JUN WEI!!!!!!

nothing..

2009-06-13T05:08:00.000-07:00

haiis.. so boring..
have been quite longg nv post lehr..
blog like going to die lehr..

hmmm, ytd went to k-box with my boss and yanyan..
it was quite fun lohr..
sing and sing..
no need payy de..
muahahhaha =X
so nuer and me was like wearing dress..
zzzz, ppl see us like freak..
like why weather so hot the two girl still wear till like that ..
but who cares...
i like jiu hao mahhs...
wahhahahahs......
went around slack till like 10.40..
nv go help boss got he look like he doesn't need us..
he got his stead then jiu forget us lohr..
so dun wanna sayy bout him lehr..
ummm, sing till like 3.30 went to toliet then he msq us say see us at base..
zzzz,-_-''' just walk away like that..
ib he doesnt wan drive us back just say no need like that de mahhs..

hmmmm, nevermind...
me and yan took mrt back..
she went down at smb to meet someone..
i went to woodlands to meet my babyy of cause..
so happy lahr, cause this week can't meet him much..
super dehr miss him....
just went over and okay s0me games then he have to go and meet friend lehr..
like so sadded lahr...

haiis, now ish like so siian lahr..
super dehr bored..
my baby at his ahma house ,
playing game with his cousin..
u know, guys can die without games=X
wahahhas.. lol...
im like freaking bored..
just now met up with my pri sister went to eat at mos..
went arcade got ppl wan take number from her..
like so funny...
but now at home sian dao....

now i'm just going to slack through my time lohr..
but my babyy say tmr bring me go park walk walk ..
so, i guess i have the chance to see my fatfat again..!!
i love it**
i wan to see him again..
i like super miss him lohr..
ehh, waiting for countdown..
he know i know, ue all ummmm... mayb dunno bahhs
heehees^^

all i wanted to sayy ishh..
i really love my fat fat..
nothing more..
no matter who , pls dun come and take my fatfat away..
i really cnnt live without him=X

happy

2009-06-07T05:10:00.000-07:00

hahahs. few days never post lehr..
very busy mahhs..
heehees..
i got nothing much to sayy..
or maybe just alots ...
is just that i wan to cut it short and sweet cause not very free
at this very moment...
just want to tell u guys that i'm very HAPPY..
like u know ytd..
i was with my fatfat for like alomst ten hours nehhs..
spent time with him at his house,
we play childish games and time flies so fast...
see him eat and everything just make me feel so happy already..
loves loves..
so h0pe to have much more that kind of saturday with him..

today kanna woke up by mum...
go eat and went ntuc buy food and stuff than came home..
slack and slack...
slp when my fatfat slp to0..
so after that eat dinner and blah blah..
lalalas~
now gonna rush for homework..
tmr got lesson!!
darm it...
see yar...
loves fatfat

super contented~

2009-06-03T04:55:00.000-07:00

today:030609

hmmm,todayy woke up .. so tired lohr..
went to school or lesson..
first two both pratical..
i was quite in to it lohr..
so recess nothing to eat ..
very the hungry...
no choice went t0 english lessonn.
got games.. quite fun..
my group won.. so united..

so i went to mos burger to meet fat fat for lunch lohr..
wifee stand there chit chat while then go lehr...
ummm, left me and fat fat there eat and chat nohr..
after that went to my home watch tv and slack lohr...
hahahas, talk to him the time fly so fast...
yea, we're frank with each other..
dun wan have any mimi between us..
lols, can u believe we chat about our past..?
hahhas, some ppl won't not want to dehr..
heehees.
oh ya, see fatfat ear very dirty i help him clean.
he lie down on lap then i clean for him..
he hugg my little baobao and u noe wad..??
ahhahhs, HE DROOL ON MY LITTLE BAOBAO..
so funny, wahhahahs.....
so kawaii lohr...
too shu fu till drool ...
heehees, lols....
so after that sent him go mrt then went home...
at home slack slack slack till very b0ring then now blogging lohr..
waiting for fatfat msq after his nice nice dehr dinner..
hahhas. lols...

baby baby,
i'm really happy that i have u with me..
i wouldn't wan to leave..
but if i'm not good enough i'm willingg to change for u ..
i will try to be uur understanding girlfriend.
h0pe u give me some time..
haiis, so we have been frank to each other...
hmm, baby yea i do get jealous at time..
but ib i really do won't show lerh..
dun wan u to be sad sad or angry dehr..
so ya thats it..
just want u to stay happy and ask or nothingg else..
loves loves**

contenteD

2009-06-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

today:01.06.09

getting up to g0 to school for my o'level chinese exam paper..
hmmm, got up revise and then went to school lohr...
but half way my fren ask if i got bring ezlink or ic.
i totally shocked as i have not bring either one..
i quickly mrs chew ib theres really a need to bringg, and guess wad she say ya..
i wnated ask my dad help me bring dehr, but depend on him i think i'm better off dead.
so i ran h0me as fast as my stupid body can carry me lohr...
so quickly went back..
i was like sweatingg like mad.. no mood to go for exam lehhs..
but i have to ...
i went in still sweating like hell but manage to co0l down after awhile..

wad the hell...
the letter writing topic is hard lahr..
i was like really -_-||| lohr..
i choose the gong han but haven start i totally forget what should write..
but then i any bomb in the end lohr..
now, the compo..
as the same i write bao zhang bao dao lohr..
use dictionary quite often as lots words dunno how to write mahhs...
heehees, i stupid no choice...
d0ne .. i slack through the remaining time..
<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>
ate banana cake cause nth to eat ..
canteen no open, holiday mahhs i forget..

back to paper 2...
i did everything within 30min but not the li jie wen da lohr..
the finally finish when it left 15min..
so lucky i can finish not like some other candidates.. =(
hand in the work and went home..

rest and then bath, change and went out to meet my babyy...
i meet him at kfc because we want to take our lunchh=)
i order melts and baby order zinger...
but the uncle that like talks so loud and ish not talking to me.!
it sort of freaks me out..
hahhahs, so baby and i chat chat and eat ehhs..
finish lehr then we take train to amk hub for our m0vies..
heehees, baby ask me watch what show i everythingg also tell him anything..
make him laugh.. so happy..XD
but finally we cho0se night at the museum2..
the show ish at 5.05 but its like only 4.00..
ehhs, as usual we slack in the sort of arcade till the time l0hr...
went in and watch the show..
i like the part where the monkey huggies..
but baby like the part where the monkey slap the person..
it a funny show.. catch it guys =))
<<<>>>
we to0k mrt and went back to woodlands..
i buy l0ng john silver and goes to baby house lohr..
then watch awhile tv then pui went to have his dinner..
so i use comp and blogg lohr..
so weird..-_-''' heehees..

ps:i hate ues to be angry angry one..
it makes me scared of ues..
i dun like u to be angry angry or sad sad...
all i want ues ish to be HAPPY..

i wont be happy without ue..
every imperfection of me, ues fill it up for me..
thank babyy<33

i'm not perfect

2009-05-30T07:47:00.000-07:00

2nd:

我不完美。。。
我永永远远都不回完美。。。
yes, wound can be heal..
but i will never be able to heal ur wound..
wo bu xi huan ..

i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck
i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck
i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck

happy & sadded

2009-05-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

today:30/05/09

hmmm, today woke up at around 11++ by a msq..
so woke up wash up and sat down watch tv...
then not long after i bath and went out to meet fat fat..
he couldn't get the comfirmation slip=(
we went to kfc to have our breakfirst and lunch..
very happy, eta and chit chat XD

so after eat we went to take mrt to woodlands..
hmmmm, on the way t0 his house we were sweet sweet dehr
but...................but....................
when we walking to civi centre think saw his friends or mei bahr..

fatfat just haiis...
just sho0ke off my hand..
act like we dunno each other maybe...
at that moment, i felt very HURTT ... FREAKINGG HURTT...
however i just kept silent..
i feel so hurt that i really got nothingg to explain about..
FAT did i make u feel shameful t0 have me?
i'm s0rry if i really make u feel paiseh t0 have me. duibuqi.
reach house, tears just fall d0wn..
i couldn't control..
and the whole atmosphere is very down..
and i cause him to be very sad.
haiis, at last things went better...

but i still apologise that i make u so sadd.
ish girl overreact. duibuqi..

we leave house slack at cwp..
wait his guitar to be fix then i went h0me..
s0 now blogging nohr...

so l0ve today..
my fatfat ish now mine..
really really mine mine mine!!!
hope u won't let me go.
i really freaking dun wan to experience it ever again!!

evangeline ish scared..
evangeline dun wan to experience it again.

after some things..
this is wad i got...

我知道我不够完美。。。
我知道我比不过她们。。。
可是我真的已经很努力了。。。
我很努力做你心里哪完美的人。。。
因为我傻，心里就只有你一个。。
如果和我在一起，你很辛苦，很不开心。。
这全都没意义了。。。。每意义了。。
就让我一人承受好了。。。
对不起，真的对不起。。。
我不喜欢你和我在一起，但心里想的却是其他人。。。
我不喜欢！！！

dissappointed..

2009-05-29T05:07:00.001-07:00

today:29/05/09

peeke bo0!!
have been a long time since i posted lohr...
many thing happen duringg the past few day lohr..
gotten back the report bo0k..
hide in the ro0m...
was so scared to gib it to my mum..
at last i did... she scold me ..
i have no choice, its not i wan de wad..
i went inside my ro0m, cry real hard.
ask to be alone, sorry my dear...
cried till like shit and fell asleep..
was to tired lehr..
so, cause of my result,
my mum didn't talk to me about two days..
but at last todayy she tok to me ask me wan have dinner a not lohr..

so today , went home take money and went to eat with my wifee...
but we walk s0 long in the end never eat..
only drink ice milk tea from mos burger..
XD XD XD
so nice..
siian, will have so many days nv see dear...
hahahs, lols..

haiis, sometimes day is so hard to pass by...
life ish always so unfair one..
i hate it very much..
i'm always the one wrong..
always the one that did not try myy best ..
why is it so..?
i really dun understand..
this world ish so cruel..
if in a good family then its okay..
but in my..?

my future babyy,
theres always question running through my silly little mind.
i couldn't control lohr...
sorry ib u feel irritated to answer my question.
am i silly to ask ib u really love me or cause or something else.
i felt really good after getting ur answer..
thank ues very much..

i know i may not be good enough for ues
but i will try my very best.
u know, i always say u're so perfect that it scare me.
ib u're unhappy or anything pls tell me ..
pls allow me to be as perfect as i can in uur eyes..
so how uur heart only have me.

nothingg funn

2009-05-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

todayy:22/05/09

as usual wake up and went to skool..
was very tired..
but i sleep at 10pm but wake up still veryy tiredd..
i also dun understand nehhs...
so, first period was art..
wanted quite a long time then gotten back our art result..
hmmmm, among 16 art students the highest score was only like 57.
i got 54/100 only lohr..
think ish position 3 or 4 bahhs...
so poa, teacher nv come.
gib us copy corrections.. so lame-_-|||
then chem last paper, gotten okayy...
but fail lahr.. i tried liao lohr..
amazingg i gotten same marks as myy phyy nehhs..
i always tot that my phy will be better but this time chem bit better..
just like CH lohr.. tot ss better but in the end history better..
haiis, this mid year gott very bad result..
1-A2, 1-B4, 2-C5, 1-C6,1-E8, 1-F9..
siian half lohr..

after school went home take money and eat mac with jiajia..
chit chat abit and eat lohr..
so went home,wash up and lie on sofa lehr..
not awhile i jiu slp lehr...
thihnk around 5plus woke up then just nice recieve my precious msq.
so sweet nohr.. wahaha...
wake up , watch tv, blogg nohr..
s0 boringg..
hmmmm, mayb i should do somethingg for hmmm..
lalalas~ lololos~

ehhhs, nothing nahr..
just wanted to l0ve ues nehhs..
muackie**

evangeline evangeline evangeline
hmmmmmm....
dearest, i will ask the rain,storm,sunshine and wind to go find ues
as when it come.....
so,when the rain come it will wash ur tears away
when the storm come it will snatch ur sad away
when the sunshine come it will shine ur way
and when the wind come it will blow ur worries away.

horrible dayy

2009-05-21T03:18:00.000-07:00

todayy:21/05/09

so scaryy today..
was going to take result ...
first english..
i pass with a 55/100..
was quite happy with it as i improve.
phy fail.
math fail badly..
started tearingg badly..
stop when its CH lesson..
i got total of 74/100.
dissappointing cos i could get A1 ib myy ss score better..
i always think that myy ss is better than my history but always result shows i'm better in history..
got the highest for hiy: 41/50
have to know the result for art and chem tmr..
sadd lohr....
after school went to see mr raj..
haiis***
he never scold lahr, but just ask me question..
so, have to go back to school during june holiday.
first week holiday:extended progamme
2nd week holiday:math plus phyy
3rd week holiday:math math math
last week holiday: still math math math
need to catch up so no choice bahhs..
sadded=((
cried after that luckly got my wifee grace company..
so see alot ppl going to madeline dad funeral so went too and payy respect.
sat for awhile then meet syl lehr..
he came over and pei me aso chat ..
then time passes fast..
it was 5.30pm...
see the skyy very darkk so ask him faster..
dun wanna him kanna rainn..
starting just drizzling..
but then it started raining really heavily..
walk under the rain, so scared phone kanna..
silly right, protect phone than myselff...
so came home bath and blogg lehr..

haiis so sadd lohr.
study hard lehr still like that ..
no choice also not i wan dehr..
so take report bo0k wait mum scold lohr..
sobsob**
i suck at studying lohr..
hate it hate it..
just few more months before o levels
i must work even harder

<3 <3 you**
thank for being so sweet..
really appreciate it.
just so hope that u're mine..
but, it okayys..
hmmm, will be with u whenever u need me kaes..
hee, sorry nehhs something so kiddish and irriating keep talk to u non-stop,
just have many unhappy thing i wan spill it out..
thank lohr..
ps:just hope that one dayy u'll be mine really

.......

2009-05-20T04:59:00.000-07:00

do you know that i'm okay?
are there things u wanna say?
thinking of it night and day.
hoping u'll come back and stay.
i rmb when u told me
i'll be alright.
don't worry.
...............
..............
**i try and try to understand
is all this just a sad goodbye
thinking of u night and day
no matter ib u'll come and stay
i rmb when u told me
i'll be alright
just hold me

^^i don't wanna close my eyes tonight
missing u will make me cry
ur love will give me strenght to carry on
u'll always be my heart and mind
so i dun wanna close my eyes tonight
i know its just a miss match in time
why oh why, ~miss match in time
dun wanna close my eyes
tonight
**
^^

i'm done

2009-05-15T06:48:00.000-07:00

today:15/05/09

didn't slp much ytd..
slept like only 4 hrs...
was up forcingg myself to rmb the history note for today...
so revise and revise .. but at last decided that ib rmb means rmb...
ib forget means gone case lohr....
-_-''' so, when not studyy, i saw all myy friends busy rmbing like mad...
so it make me really anxious..
but then this also prove that our class care about the result dehr okayyy..
thus, 4e1 dun be too proud.. we'll have a chance to beat u all dehr, although not all of us take a-math nahr....
hmmm, my hostory paper, the essay was quite okayy lohr.. abit abit can do ..
but then the SBCS was kinda hard lohr.. but i tried myy best lehr ..
so nothingg can change the fact lehr bahhs..

rest time: went to find syl syl...
revise at the canteen but hahhas, they are so noisyy.. lols...
at last went up...
ummm, have a great chat with him as usual...
so did myy poa paper 1...
it was kinda okayy.. but some how abit hard bahhs...
finish and was bored...
went down and waited for myy puipui**
hahhas, then we sit down and chated for quite long..
so everyone went home and so did we..
he came over and we sat down chatting and watch stupid cartoon channel at okt0..
lols.. so lame lahr..-_-'''

when was suppose to sent himm home,
it was raining heavily.. sianx half lohr.. but still walk to the bus-stop..
decided to sent him to woodland then go home..
rush the bus then realise that i didn't bringg my ez-linkk..
it was like so malu!!! no card then also no coins..
hengg that friend came up and lent me $1.
change myy view towards this person alittle i guess...
hahhas, so when we reach woodland mrt i brought standard card! wasted myy money but nvm ...
cause i get to sees him home.. =))
brough bee hoon home from ananans , no choice no moneyy...
ate alittle and then nv lehr..
so slack and slack , watching tv...
half wayy through thinkings and questions came to mind..
was then abit emo..
so n0w contented should be senser..

haiis**
i dunch feel regret of choosingg thiss path.
but at times i really feel so demoralized.
hmmm.....
really confuse...
really scared...
i'm just scared of the dayy when i'm going to lose the person i <3..
althought sometimes i think that i shouldn't have but wo jiu shi qing bu zhi jing de ai shang lehr ta.
wad should i do..? i not sure.. do you..? can u teach me..?
questions flowingg in myy mind make me so...
so....
angry with myself... why must i have so much questions..?
can't i just keep quiet?? but this is not who i am..
i wan to know the truth..
i wan to get prepare for everythingg...
ib i was the one who ish distubingg the life of ppl...
i'm more than willingg to leave... i knew i would be hurt but it seem okay to me..
as long as when i leave, YOU would be happy, others would be happy..
evangeline dun mind suffering to gives the ONE happiness..
do you know that sometimes, i got so much things that i really wan to confront ues..
but i choose not to. i dunn wan to hurt the wonderful feeling between us to be destroyed.
i'm sorry ib i had cause unhappiness into u.
i gave myy h0pe that maybe thinggs will change..
hope that the heaven would cry with me when i'm sad.
shine with me when i'm happy..
it is just mission impossible bahhs...
i <3>
how long would i love u ?
i dunno...
how long would YOU love ME??
i HATED myself for havingg so much question..
i'm sorry i asked so much questions.
but i can't bear i really nid to know.

i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck
i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck
i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck

sad sad sad.

2009-05-13T22:56:00.000-07:00
today:140509

haiis, went to skool for myy two paper..
but then realise then i studyy wrongg paper for myy poa..
i studyy poa paper 1 but today ish paper two..
alittle no mood but still read abit or my phyy..
sitting for myy paper oh gosh..
one look i know i'm dead..
just any how do and knew i fluunk myy phy paper...
thn ytd i flunk my MATH PAPER.. =(( very sadd..

during the break i tried to revise for paper two really hard.
but just hated chapter twenty. alot of formula which i dunno ...
and darm it , it came out on ques 2.
i kept on rmbing the format and never really learn the explaination..
so, flunk it again.. even the tr p&l a/c..
i flunk math , english, phy wad more can i flunkk?? everything??!!!!
so diaappointed with myself..
so useless..

siiann, todayy just over the two paper jiu come home lehr..
hungry but lazyy go out buyy food as usual..
so sat down and post..
wad i going to do ltr guess ish read abit poa paper ONE!!!!!
then faster rmb myy history..
its like so many... oh my..
todayy wonder wad time then i can sleep..
-_-'''

check out my horoscope told me : pain u experienced recently is fading. keep on moving and leave the past behind.

'baby' this for ue.
u know u are great.. i know u are great..
am i good enough for uur great..?
i'm not sure..
i didn't gib enffu and i knew it..
i'll nv win ur sweetness.. it's just so super sweet^^
i miss you always and forever.. mauckie**
when u need me i'll be with u ..
i will give u energyy..
rang ai gei ni li liang bahhs..
xi wangg wo zhi qian de xuan zhe shi mei you cuo dehr..
and i knew it will nv be wrong..
all i do ish follow myy heart..
i so h0pe uu follow uur heart and be happy and NOT be suffering..
or else i will be so million times dehr sadd!=((
" all girlgirl wan ish u to smile be happy always..
anything else doesn't mean anything to me"

evangeline flunkk lots subject whats next?!
evangeline hate her stupiddness..
evangeline hate herself..
evangeline hate beingg a burden..

tiredd in sko0l..

2009-05-11T20:43:00.000-07:00
today:120509

noww i'm in school labb.. english teacher gives us time to relax as eng paper already finish lehr..
haiis** about ytd night..
dunn0 whyy, was chattingg with ue noe wh0.. puipui..
then half wayy through like got fights..
so it make myy mind myy thinkingg to went wild!!!
at last he sayy he wan t0 slpp so okayy we hang up..
i sent himm a msq.. he replyy and it really touch me..
i cried and cried till i was so tired with no energyy left...
been thinking alot alot of things...
couldn't slpp even its like 12.50am lehr..
haiis** i dunno what happenn..
really confused, really hate the feelingg of losingg the person i reallyy care lehr..
hmmmm, tmr ish myy ss and math paper 1 midyear exam lehr..
i'm really extremely scaredd...
h0pe all the best for me..
not goingg to slppp much tonight ..
maybe goingg to drink coffee AGAIN..
wish g0d bless me**

recess i didn't bringg money$$ so sad=((
steal my frien bread and syl water..
also anan banana cake which i am eatingg right now.
thankzz guyy.
school end at 3.25pm
very sian lohr...

this thingg is just what i feel like sayying
not to anyone just feel like sayying.. :(ib u can see)

hmmm, XXX XXX
u're so important to me that i could't bear to leave ue..
the truth ish i tried to leave u, tryy really hard..
but i just can't..
i wan to stayy with ue..
i dunno know whyy i make this choice..
but i knew this ish wad myy heart told me to.
i'm sorry ib i causes u anyy saddness..
if i did be frank and tell me..
i'm more than willing to give up anything for u,
more than willing to suffer for u,
more than willing to share ur pain share ur saddness
but i won't share uur happiness..
i wan u to enjoyy it..

even ib u turn the time back to the time when i have to make the choice..
i will still make the SAME..
although i kknw this will happen i still make it.
i treasure every min i'm with ue.
evangeline is scared of losing u
wonder when that day is comingg...
would never be a burden to him.
never wanted him to fu chu se men..
zhi yao ta kaixin wo jiu contented lehr.
how long will this goes on..? i hope its forever.
i really wan ue.. really need u..
but.......
just wish u happy its okayy for me..
mauckie**

zzz-_-'''

2009-05-10T20:45:00.000-07:00
lols, its take ytd.. at cwp dehr metro..
cute rightt..???
evangeline and sylvester the cat =))

myy pictures wuth myy dajie... she like pigglet.
took some more but i look so ugly so didn't post XD

myy familyy but no erjie..she currently in korea..
but will be back soon i guess...
hmmm, dad mum have not sat tgt since long time..
hope no more fighting or the one sufferingg with be ME.

today:110509
just woke up n0t long ago.
slept quite late ytd.. was watchingg tvv...
hmm, ytd went to celebrate mother's dayy at cwp..
wanted to eat dim sum at crystal jade kitchen one but stupid auntie want to come dunno for what thingg..
they sat and sat chat till like three plus then leave their butt off our sofa..
so mum bath and we went out lohr..
reach there no more dim dum change to dian xiao er as parents nv eat be4.
we order rice and four plate or food.
is prawn, vege, roasted duck and crocodile meat. ewww...
but taste like pork.. hahahs..
payy the bill ish like 88.75.. hahhas. lol..
count little lehr lohr... last tym i ate more...
we went walk walk around, but nothing much to walk ..
went home early because mum sayy her gastric not feelingg so well..
siianX, but at last i went to cwp to meet myy puipui =))
ahahahs, we chat chat and watch charlie and the chocolate factoryy..
so fun to spent time with him...
hmmm, the brother ish mean guyy =X just jokingg..
so went home watch tv.. lalalas~ then slept...

yea, pui was at malaysia during sat ...
super miss him..
days without him so boringg ya..
least his happy w0 jiu kaixin lehr.. =))
thank a million for the present u brought back from malaysia for me.
they will slp with me everydayy dehr, heehees**

ummm, yes..
sat ish such a boringg dayy..
i slack through friday and sat .. includingg sunday!!
oh myy god..
todayy ish like mondayy already..
die lahr, having exam at wednesday.. haven study haven do homework..
always tell myself do but at last always slack and think that still got time..
haiis... stress liao lahr.. how sia..
i wonder why am i like that dehr.. must really study hard tonight and tmr lehr..
hope the best for me.. haiis haiis haiis..

evangeline SUCK.
evangeline DUMB.
evangeline STUPID.
evangeline IDIOT.
evangeline USELESS.

freakingg stress!

2009-05-07T23:48:00.001-07:00
the pictures use ish some times ago. nothing to do, so edit.
l0ve myy sister althought we do fighht at times..
muackie**

today:080509

hmmmm, ytd study till i think around 11++..
but then when i was on bed. i can't slp...
very worry about today eng exam... really wish to pass...
i work realy hard this time so wish god bless me.
done myy paper one then went for a break.

stupid fcuking person.. make me really angrryyy...
at least i take the first step to ask mdm norlita to meet us and talk to us about our art right.
not like him, only know how to brat.
so wad ib i have two art students number onlyy.. my fault arhh..?
u think i wadd, take everyones number like u arhh..?
i not as flirt as u lahr hor.. asshole..
ib u nv go ask teacher in the first place u better stup ur fucking mouth..
i regret of knowingg u as a friends, even see u like a stranger..

i'm so mad, but i still contain all my anger and went for my english paper 2. when im doingg so, i forget eveythingg and just concentrate on myy workk...
so i did my best on the paper and really h0pe i will pass...
after that i went to sp with anan to photocopy the ss and historyy notes..
it take like almost an hour lahr..
so in the mean time we went to popular and read books..
i found out that my name evangeline means 'good news' =))
i read on potty babyy.. i also dunno why.. its just so cute... hahahs.. =X
then went to ntuc walk around see jum,sauce,perfume etc..
thus finally myy thingg ish done. it cause like 20.85!!!!
luckly todayy i only eat $2 in school so i have enough money to payy.. phew phew**
i was sadd as i wanted to but sweetcorn for lunch but do not have enffu moneyy.=((
so i just went home straight...
feelingg very hungryy as i ytd night nv eat today recess eat polar snacks and wangwang only. thn i search the whole house and finally no choice i cook instant noodle to eat..
also, thank my dajie for lentingg me the laptop always when i ask for permission.
heehees>< him="))" napp="))">

evangeline ish feeling freak out

evangeline ish feeling stress out

evangeline ish tired of life

evangeline ish nothingg

evangeline wants l0ve.

evangeline wants care

evangeline wants secure.

evangeline dislike herself for beingg so useless..

bored! life ish so unfair..

2009-05-06T04:15:00.000-07:00

old pictures: out for fun..
evangeline ish much more happyy.

today:060509
mood:bored, sleepy..
todayy woke up as usual and went to school..
was super tiredd.. slept like while after teacher take our temp.
but after that out english teacher came in lehr..
i pick up myself and listen to wadd she's hintingg to us in our midyear..
stress lahr bodoh!!! haiis**
so next up ish my CH lesson...
already kn0w that teacher ish not coming.
however she gave us work..
heehees, but i had finish it ytd..
so im free...i went back to get my precious slp..
but then my fren , i dunno who they keep walk behind my chair..
therefor i kept on waking up.. so du lan!
but in the end i still got a period of precious slp. XD
feelingg a little better, woke up and chit chat with my wifee gracee...
recess!!!! finally today wifee ate today..
its quite nicee, got a bottle of free apple tea again.. thank ya pui pui.
wahahhahahs, fat fat.. lols.
went fer health screening at the library..
so wu liao.. go in see eye sight then the nurse say i'm all perfect. -_-'''
waited for wifee and went back to the class..
wifee and i play in class like we whack each other on the arm..
ouch~~ so painfull.. hahahhas... teacher and our classmate say that we tw0 are crazy girl.. heehees.. but who cares , least im happy now..
stupid art lesson, mr teo let us go early once again.
i went home bath and slp till like from 3.30 to 6pm..
wad a piggy i know... ate cup noodles then slackk and watch tv...
very sian very tired of homework..
haiis** life is so boring and down...
ask sister to lent compp then now update and watch tv lohr...
later have to compelete my chinese hw..
OH mY, my ss notes haven print yet and its coming...
stress stress stress stress!!!!!!!!! how siia.....
wan to die lehr lahr.. to other i look like i dun wan to study but i'm already trying very hard already u know... its just that no ppl ever believe that i had try myy best lehr.

had been thinking for quite a few times..
overall i got this idea as " i'm much more happyy n0w after leavingg himm.."
dun have to worry about things like fights or wad.
feel carefeel and happyy when friends are around..
million thank to those who had been standingg byy me when i'm really down.

evangeline is much more happy..
evangeline ish so stress..
evangeline wan l0ve..
evangeline dun wan fights..
evangeline hates lier..
evangeline evangeline evangeline..
she got so many NEEDS AND wANtS..

life so bored!

2009-05-02T22:07:00.000-07:00
TODAY:030509
mood:bored..

today sunday lehhs.. parents nv wake me up go breakfirst..
i think ish cause they going market so i cm lazyy go dehr.
i woke up at around 1120+ like that.
so i wash up then find food..
they brought nasi lamak and otah for me..
hahhas, yum yum..
quite yummy altot its cold already..
heehees..
msq puipui at 11.30 told him that okto channel ish showingg moonface2.
so i eat while watching...
then lalalalas....
one hours ltr my dad fell alslp in the living room then my pui woke up..
so msq msq msq...
his going out to meet susu ltr so hope he take kare lohr..
then stop msqing him lehr..
cause dun wan distube him when he outside ...
guys need some freedom outside on their own dehr also worx...
i lay on the sofa feelingg so bored and so hot...
ughhhhhh*** siian arhhh....
then now its like 1pm in the afternoon..
tons and tons of work i dunno how to do, haven do.. siian another half**
i decided to rest till like 2pm then maybe start my MT work first bahhs.
now okto no show, so i use comp update first lohr...
depend i use comp till 2pm or maybe 1.30pm then i go watch "roadrunner show"
heehees, i know its kinda childish lahr.. but i like to watch cartoon...
it makes my heart at young , relaxx... ib not always hab stress and need to think like an adult..
i hate that the most man..
so i told myself being childish and crazyy at times is a really good thingg..
hmmmmm, life is unfair...
i hope not everything have to revole around LOVE.

wad to do for the rest of the day i really dunno ..
lets just see how lohr..
maybe post again later at night..
buh bye reader...
tadaaaa..
evangeline is super duper bored.

contented

2009-05-02T04:44:00.000-07:00
today:020509
woke up by my wifee msq..
wanting to meet and do homework with her G.A
but at last nv..
so only wifee, puipui and me meet nia..
we went to kopitiam have our lunch and of cause ice-ice =))
then we go to mac and settle down for work..
but hor... we do till like 4 ques then siian liao..
so three of us buy ice-cream..
slumber they all call puipui say they comingg mac..
so, we faster pack and went off...
pui pui syl went restroom..
have to wait for himmm...
heehees, after that we decided go my house watch DVD:coming soon.
we watch it then wifee keep using phone to msq her GA.
some part of the show really scared me..
hahha, was like pinching puipui and wanting to pluck his leg hair..
wahahahha, im evil...
but i nv pluck hor, i just pull then he was shouting already..
so off we went.. we went to walk walk and see clothes..
after that they pei me go find my mama then they went off liao..
so sadded** misses** =((
ate then went home already..
see the J again and again. feel nothing lehr. just friends lohr...-_-'''
come sp wear till so nicee for wad..? see chio bu mahhs..??
who cares...><
so i didn,t really do any work..
slck through the friday and sat.. tmr i better pull up my sock man.. ib not die liao lohr..
hmmm, wad am i going to do next i also dunno lehhs...
see how lohr..
TADAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAA-AHHHHHH

evangeline is lazyy idiot..

im evil
im bitch

wo de xin gei lehr shui?

2009-04-30T05:47:00.000-07:00
today:30/04/09

same as usual longg time haven post lehr..
things happen to me lohr..
but sort of forget quite abit..
u know, i got short term memory dehr...
ehhhs, ytd last three period ish art..
to myy surprise, mdm norlita didn't come..
so i was like shock and couldn't get the MYE paper.
got a relief teacher, mr teo...
he ish like so really dumb;X
our express lesson end at 3.25 but he dun believe..
when 2.20 he chase us out already..
i went home bath then watch hotels for dogs while waiting for syl.
after that we went to kopitiam and eat...
laughing like hell cause was like asking alots of jokes.
went h0me its like going to be ten .
rush my homework to till like 11.20++
sorry cause syl syl sleep late also..
heehees..

thus , today i was like tired like freak..
no mood study...
taken my poa test..
siao liao lahr, comfirm fail dehr... sadded=(
but nevermind lohr....
math lesson, i sit right infront of mr raj.
ish like so darm stress!!!!
but time passes..
when home take moneyy and went to eat wid gracee laopuo.
heehees.. slack around and ya we bought another sort of handphone strips..
i take the pink one and she take white one(again)
then she sent me home. so sweet!! muackie**
laogong wish ue faster get a decision on your G.A okay^^

"behind every BITCH there's a man who made her that way "

the worst feeling is not being lonely.
Its being forgotten by someone you could not forget.

THINGS TO DO TMR:
1) GET UP
2) SURVIVE
3) GO BACK TO BED :X

ask for my biggest wish?
hmmmm, i get ish to get some one that truely truely love me.

needed sense of love dehr evangeline..

do you understand WHY?

2009-04-26T02:27:00.000-07:00
today: 260409
mood: sadded

hmmmmm, quite a long time haven been blogging lehr..
days that past is either up high or down low..
every life ish like that isn't it?
but.. guys know wad my life ish like so down so blue..
i just couldn't understand whyy.. =(

today woke up ate went home then sleep..
sleep all the way to like 4 plus..
didn't do anythingg..
just missinqq himm..
i didn't know ib he did.
i feel so uncertain...
is my feelingg goingg the wrongg wayy??

this thingg ish im just missingg him lots..
i dunno why i just sigh**
nevermind ish a hurtful word dun u think so ?
making himm sad, ruining his mo0d is the only thingg i cause him.
every mins if my life i'm just missing him..
he fill up my mind, i know ish wrongg but i couldn't help it.
he gave me the sense of secure
gave me the sense of love
the sense of care.

the only person that will feel pain when i drop tears.
the only person that i would feel pain when his sad, his angryy,he ignore me..
i really dunno wad to do.
im sorry..
really sorry..
noww i guess that ib i apologies is no use lehr..
because he ish angry ignoring me..
im just worry, just missing him..
ish so so my fault..

u sayy that im not a burden to ues..
but i guess i am a burden to ues..
a burden that makes u feel hard to breathe, hard to walk , hard to move on.
maybe letting me down u will feel better, feel lighter..
as i always say as long u're happyy...
i suffer its really nothing..
really nothing, doesn't matter..

shattered of my heart sound,
sound of tears dripping down my cheeks..
nobody hears it..? nobody including YOU.

YOU WAN TO KNOW WHY I FEEL SO HURT WHEN U'RE -SAD
-ANGRY
- WHEN WE FIGHT

YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY????!!!!!!
YOU WANNA HUH?! YOU WANNA?!

BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME FELL IN LOVEEEE WITH YOU!
tell me ib i should move away a not?
tell me ib im a burden to ues.
i dun wanna this kind of life.

i got all my wans~

2009-04-19T01:03:00.000-07:00
today:190409
mood: normal..

hahhas, lets talk about ytd..
hahah, went to chong pang with my mum ..
heehees, i bought 2 new bra and 3 underswear =X
opps.. one ish like black with white stripes.. then another ish like pink with dark pink stripes.. bleah=P bought 2 black underwear with one red one.. wahhahah..
i spent like $50+ overall for my inner beauty u noe..
its like so expensive, ib for guys they can buy like tons of underwear.. =X lols..
so then went to a shoes shop and have a look..
wanted to buy a new white shoe cause mine have a bigg hole lohr..
bought one its light and nice..
mum go out with me overall i think spent like almost a hundred..
abit like heart pain make her pay so much lohr..
but.. hmmm.. thank lots mum..

so today, i woke at around 10+ ..
so ask my mum to have breakfirst with me..
we went to 313 coffee shop.
the weather ish like darm HOT lahr.. sweating like freaking lots..
hahha, i ate the shui jiao mian..
the noodle so hard!!
didn't manage to finish it but mum ish like okay..
she even buy bisket from stall for me.. heehees...

went home watch tv...
lalalas~
then my daddy woke up.... he ask me go pei him eat then i was like okay lohr..
atually ish go sp dehr.. but at last we went to amk hub cause i want to buy bagg..
go eat first so many ppl.. hate it lohr..
go the ink shop see see bagg..
say a square bagg quite nice but it cost like 49.90.
so i put it back and told my dad that its so ex..
but he just say just choose one he buy for me..
so at last i chose a bagg that cost $39.90
thank daddy..
so i got all almost all the wan i wan..
a bagg, a shoes , new bra and go out bagg..
all done XDD

now at home very tired and lazy to do my homework..
haiis, a weekend ish like so fast jiu past lehr.
so boring lohr...
siianx!

so when i'm going to start ny homework my mum call and ask us to go out for dinner.
me and dad went to wait for her..
was force to eat alot.. till i was darm darm full..
hahhahs.. so when i reach back home i'm going to do some homework. pack bagg too..

hmmmm, having to love a person ish so hard lohr..
wanted some love and care is it so hard?? i dunno...
i just need a person to love me , to hold me..
i'm waiting..
but wonder how long i would need to wait..
i'm scared that i couldn't wait till that day..
so will the one come soon..??

evangeline need someone to take care..
she's alone and want to be hold.

sad-ding in progress

2009-04-15T23:52:00.000-07:00

*how many?*
*breaking into tears*

today:16/04/09
mood: wierd, emo , sad, confused , crazy......

at first i woke up and went to school..
everything feels normal, feel okay..
so 1st lesson english.. have to do work but did nth just being crazy..
2nd poa, teacher never come, great cos i no mood for lesson.
slack reading my teenage magezine then copy work from anan.
e-math, mr raj was like calling huishing,minfang and grace then left me alone in the group.
went over to find charles and ask him to teach me some ques cos i stupid didn't understand.
3rd pe: crazy 2.4km run. wanted to get like 13min but got 15 at last.
cos gastric act up then twisted ankle like abit. so sadded**
recess nothing much lohr..
then chemisty get test paper.. gosh i pass like just pass, but was happy enough.
see i put effort okay MUM dun say i didn't or whoever..
went down to green barzar. but didn't do anything just sit with grace, feli, cw and syl.
went back to class for CLD.
didn't have much mood. ask me why, i dun really know..
had some stupid games in class, didn't like it.
so while mr gwee show us a video about earth day i was like stoning ..
thinking what? not sure, just everything sad i guess..
feel really really down, who knows..? i dun care anymore..
am i really that bad? i often ask myself.
wo zhen de bu zhi dao.
there ish just this one thing in my mind, but.... i dun wanna speak up..
keeping silent ish a good thing..
"loving ppl ish a piece of cake but getting a person to love u truely ish harded than diamonds."
haiis**
but glad that wifee ish no longer so emo.
be happy ue ..

about black valetine's day: watch a movie call knowing.
quite a nice show.
had fun with someone..
had a shocked and touch..
(but should i be the one) =(
nth seem to matter at that moment.
i feel happy, feel warmth , feel love.
just the moment its over memorises flooded me once again.

saying about now, feel very sad.. something for u guys to read :

I'm hurt all the time.
I don't want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me..
I'm alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don't see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I'm sorry, I just don't want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen.
Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I'm always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I'm scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don't want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don't do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel that im not alone...
*while doing so i cried and that a fact*
i never lie..

i waiting.. waiting for someone to find me, who will that be.
can the person dun let me wait anymore.
i cannot take it anymore..
will the one msq me? find me?
not for me to say.

evangeline need someone to herself!

pouring dayy><

2009-04-11T02:36:00.000-07:00
today:110409
mood: bored, abit happy xD, lame

today, woke up at 10.13am receiving my wifee msq..
heehees, overslept from my english remedial..
abit on purpose de lohr, cause i never set alarm. =P
then i try to slp again till like 1++ then my "darling" msq me saying "boo!"
i slack till like dunno wad time was so bored...
so went to bath and rush out to pass thing..
rain like hell, run in the rain slippers drop out.. so pai seh.
hahahs..
so went to sp slack awhile .. see my korkor..
then go mac eat large fries with liyan and lien xD
buy drinks and slackk at 'atc'..
joshua was there, he looks sad cause th mandy went overseas.
comeon' she will be back dehr..
so after that say goodbye to ppl and went to take mrt to woodlands..
meet my "darling" went to mini toons and buy handphone strips..
wiffee and i wanted to get the heart heart one, but i got there dun have lehr=((
so nevermind...
i msq her say i buy the skull one.. also not bad lahr..
so, walk in the rain, whole body is almost wet..
hair wet like just bath hao... dry it a little with myy towel..
thn bloggie lehr lohr=)
hahahs..
what a pouring dayy today is..
ummmm. slack for like so long , homework all not done yet!
think tonight going burn a little mid-night oil and complete some of the homework bahhs.
miss my wifee alot, so see her on monday.. thank that she help me take the remedial paper..
heehee, sorry to ps u today at lesson arh..
hahhahs, lol.. xD

oh my gosh 110409 lehr.. hope my bill faster come..
its like over $50++ lohr.. going to reach 100 ib it still dun come.. hahhas..
hope i dun get sick, cause monday got mid-year chinese examination!!!
wish that my aiai men will get good result for it><
let jiayous jiayous today...
quite stress this time even its ish just chinese which ish my best subject..
guess im getting nervous bout all kind of test and subject bahhs..
kekexD

evangeline is wet!!
muackie**
see guys so0n..
TADDAAAAA..!!

"good" friday

2009-04-10T04:28:00.000-07:00
today:100409
mood:bored freak-out

today was slping cozily in my bed when my dad came in and ask me ib i wan to go for breakfirst.
i wake myself up and went to the foodfare and eat..
then went to NTUC and shop shop with dad..
bought some chocolate and went home..
watch tv.........
lalalas**
i slp till 5+ wake up and bath..
wanted ask some "friends" out but they say they can't go out , the other say go out with STEAD!
i went to CC wanted to use comp but forget they are close.. -_-'''
went to arcade play one game of rock fever.
saw one of the so call friend she like bo chup bo chup me ..
asshole!!**
i angry so i walk away and msq my da laopo say want go her hse slack.
bought bubble tea and twister then off i went..
....................loading...............
reach lehr...
chit chat with her...
then update my blog..
thank to her ue all got pictures to see..
got me pretty u noe =X
hmmm, me and maggie laopuo talks about friends..
ish like a true friends is so hard to find worx..
sadded**
haiis, i wanna find some real friends. =(

maybe no friends to go out but least i have
1>maggie
2>gracee
&
3> darling" sylverster *meow*

thank guys for staying with me whenever i needed u guys.
although when i really need u guys can't be with me but i know..
uurs guys heart and soul cfm with me dehr right ..
thank thank , a million thank with a dragon berry on top..
muack muack**
maggie: we're not same class..
but we'll always be the best friend ever!

grace:we're same class, hope we'll always be so happy together..
next tym have stead still cnnt ps me kaes..
muackie**
u're the very few ppl who really understand how i feel at times..
thank alot.

sylverster:u're the only person who have treated so sweet..
hope u're mine, opps=X
wait me fang xue pei me go eat, u're so go00d!
" daddy daddy i wan ice-cream" lols..

PICTURES FROM YESTERDAY=)
enjoy the pic^^

*evangeline and charles*
his a little shyy, hahas...

*pararoma*

*opps, we're scandal*

*ke ai nahh*

looks like she is force ya?

*ai si wo de aiai*

*im gonna kiss ues*

i love huggies wifee!

*from a diff view^^*

*we look alike ya?*

smile my aiai=)

FIRST BURSt
Burst 2.1

Burst 2.2

burst 2.3

burst 2.4

NEXT FUNNY BURST!

Burst 1.1

Burst 1.2

Burst 1.3

Burst 1.4

i really didn't know that our face would be like 90% similar..
hahhas, lol..
no wonder we're aiai..
ahahs..
muackie**

very contened!

2009-04-09T04:13:00.000-07:00
today: 090409
mood:contented

today woke and and went to school...
bored!
first lesson english: done filing so lalalas~
poa: go through paper lalalas~
p.e: teacher never come, yes arh!!!
recess:
sci(chem): had a test on chpt 17 & 18
never die so jialat cause got "ling shi bao fou jiao"
but also die lohr..
CLD: mr gwee talks about listening..
hmmm, quite interesting...
after school, laopuo and charles came over to my hse to slack.
took like 18 pictures with my wifee
& only one with charles.. he was too shy lehr.. hahhas..
till like 3.15 we went off and meet jiaqi and eugence..
we went in and of cause enjoy alot..
wao lau ehhs, ate till like 6pm..
oh my gosh..
we all are so darm full...
went to arcade forget that charles cnnt come in so ps him..
heehees, sorry..
then the guys went off to play LAN SHOP.
laopuo and me slack slaack around sp till like 7+
hahhas, then i came to CC and use comp to update blog lohr...
lalala~
my gosh!!! i'm now so full that i walks like a fatty=X
kakaxD
hmmmm, ltr gonna meet my "darling" syl for dinner, but im not of cause..
just pei him.. and take my ringg backie..
hahhas...
ehhhs, one friends look sad ..
talking to the fren now..
hopes he get better..=)

ps:update photo next tym..
also, friends will stay be each other no matter wad..
find uur true friend nv let go ..

evangeline loves her laopuo lots lots..
muackie**
vey contented today..
wans everyday everytime everything goes so well!!!

emo-ing**

2009-04-07T02:57:00.000-07:00
today:070409
mood: sad!!

same woke up and went to school feeling very tired..
but look forward to having lunch with baobei men..
but.....
things didn't go too well..
should be all my fault.. haiis**
if it wasn't for me, it will nt be like that ..
at first me and grace was off after the last period of mt..
i was in high spirit who knows why when i dun..
happy chatting then eating my korean curry fish rice..
susu face ish like darm black and emo..
ruin abit of my mood..
then ate ice ka again..
dunno why susu face even blacker..
wanted to cheer him up but seem no work..
i get even workup now!!
then syl say let go so go lohr..
was fuck up when susu just walked away like we dun exist..
he walk his way i walk my way lohr..
dunno which way syl and grace went cause was really angry..
susu just walk home lohr.. i tot i was wrong for giving syl attitude so called him to come back..
everything seem fine now..
just when...................
we walked to the mrt... it all seem to be a joke.. something fun..
BUT IT ISN'T....
me, grace and syl was like calling each other to go home..'seem funny ya?! wasn't!
i was so piss off, tears begin welling up my eyes..
i blink lots time to prevent it from falling..
ask me for wad cry? mayb cause im piss off.. maybe cause i make syl upset?
i really dunno..
my mood just feel to the really bottom .. u cn step on it and puke..
i guess i make everything so DOWN..
faster bear with tears and ask syl to go home..
he went off.... seeing his back make me think i make him upset...
didn't say much to wifee either.. just walk till she told me shes going...
i was like "orh okay, bye"
walk walk walk walk think think think think..
sad like hell so cry..
sat on a chair awhile then decided to go home and wash up..
change already then i ran out..
dun wanna stare at the empty house.. dun wanna... it make me nuts!
came to blogg, still feeling low..
where the cheerful me??
gone...
feel the anger feel the sadness..
dunno wad to do...
realli realli hope that my day will be better...
sadness dun knock my door.. i hate u!!

gracee wifee,
im sorry that i was in a bad mood..
just dislike ppl being EMO when it should be happy eating..
so it ruin mu mood..
didn't wan to shout at u just couldn't bear it anymore..
thank for senting me a msq to ask me be safe..
u too..
sorry sorry sorry.. a million sorry to u my aiai..
forgive me okay..

susu timo.
sorry didn't meant to be angry with u ...
i was crazy i think...
so hope u dun emo lehr okay.. must cheer up soon...
sorry X3

darling syl,
super sorry that i make u upset..
wasn't uur fault to say black face..
if wasn't for me then everything will not be so bad lehr..
really apologise to all of uue..
dui bu qi X3
haii** making u upset makes me feel much more worst lohr...
xin qing hen bu hao..
wan get better..
im a vision learner teach me by showing.. not saying..

take mrt to some place..
find someone..
feel better, i guess so ...
mayb cause feel that it isn't so bad at all ..
hmmmmmp...
wish everybody day will be better than mine kaes..
see uue guys again tmr..
let be happy tmr kaes..
altot tmr i got a math test and lots thing which ish bloody fuck up lohr..
hahhas..
wifee good luck for the math test tmr..
hahhas, lols...
muackie**

evangeline wan to be better><

im very bored!~

2009-04-06T03:31:00.000-07:00
today:060409
mo0d: bored!~

the same old thing lohr...
wake up go to school..
chem:bored
poa:bored bored
ch: bored bored bored
recess:more bored
math:bored bored bored bored
mt:bored bored bored bored bored
assembly: super duper bored lohr....
ring!!! school finally over...
oh gosh, syl needed to stay back for his work..
lols....
me and grace slack abit and wait for him lohr..
ehh ehh , syl must be hounour got me wait for u fang xue okay><
so listen some song then he came down..
walk home till back gate there then walk home alone..
sian!!!!
reach home slack slack...
thn bath and went to sun plaza for a $1 game or rock fever..
piang eh, super sian...
come to CC and use comp to update today this boring day lohr..
haiis**
nvm... hope tmr will be a better day bahhs..
but tmr a long school day lohr -_-'''

kakaxD look forward to tmr!!!
having lunch with wifee gracee and darling syll..
susu timo i not sure ...
sakaes sushi at thur mayb... they bloody dun wan cfm..
also, more look forward to my 140409 lehhs..
hahahs..
grace laopuo we must take alot photo tgt kaes..
then i can edit them tgt=P
darling syl!! we also must take alot pic when got chance kaes..
our photo all put tgt..
like wad we putting now in our three phone!!
muack muack muack**
GRACE and SYL uue two are my AIAI !!!!
LOVE UUE GUYS LOTS LOTS =))

*promise never let go ya?!*
evangeline love gracee laopuo and syl darling^^ muackie <33

=) =) =) wad do u think?

2009-04-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

grace wifee darling syl=)

evangeline

** let's be forever sweet together ha0 mahhs..?**
**promise**

today:040409
mo0d: delighted

today almost cnnt wake up for my oral..
was so tired cause slpt late ytd..
hahah, lols..
but manage to wake up at 7am..
knew the stupid fei late and nv meet dao syl..
so, he was alone, haahahaha...
i faster bath and went down to find himm..
see i so sweet right..
my hair ish in a mess okay!~
so, went to ah mei cafe and meet the stupid feifei there..
muhahahah.. thn my wifeee ish late for 13 min..
owe me $1.30..(kidding)
go 7-11 buy drinks and chocolate* waste my money*
ughhh** school!! oral!!
waiting for my turn.. my teacher ish wu lao shi..
blahblahblah...........
thn, english remedial...
lalala lalala lalalas!~
ring!!!! after remedial, meet my darling syl and feifei..
walk to sp together.. fei go syl house first, i slack with jiajia awhile..
meeting her at 1.05pm at mrt then take to woodland find syl... =))
the cutie syl ish late for like 10min++.. hahaha...
chit chat awhile then left there heading to syl house...
went inside with feifei..
see them play guitar and dunno wad stupid "kou dai xi you" game
at around dunno wad time feifei jiu left lehr..
only me and syl in the cold room..
we watch the stuart little 3 carto0n=X
so cute lohr.. had alot of fun..
tickle here and there.. wahahah...
the fei make my back pain AGAIN!!**
his parents came back, the dad ish like so.... handsome=X
they're such funny person .. lols..
then at 5++ let and meet wifee at cwp..
go the kpt eat the tom yum noodle.. they keep laughing at me..
up next, ice kachang with mang0..
syl keep wan go dunn wan g0..
lols, so funny^^
walk around cwp like three IDIOTS^^
thank guys for giving me so much fun..
gracee wifee had to go home so company her home..
thank syl for senting us to mrt!! =)) muackie**
seperated from her at mrt station..
went home alone..
night wind so nicee... walk abit slow to enjoy it..
reach home back still pain..
lalala~ then bloggie lohr..

really enj0y my day today..
muackie**
wanna spent more time with uue guys again!~
hmmmm, say to buy some things with jiajia but must save money... heehees**
-two more weeks to hei se qing ren jie-
firstly, grace must go out with me..
secondly, must buy eveything that is said..
thirdly, my darling syl have to keep his promise, ib he doesn't...
lastly, he better keep as two more weeks ish his DO0M DAY!~

hope to go out tgt on 140409^^
evangeline enjoy herself today~
hope everything go so smoothly everytime..
i miss ue** lalalas~

i thought i could....but

2009-04-03T05:54:00.000-07:00
today:030409
follow de colour.
mo0d: 1/4 happy, 1/4 sick , 1/4 bored , 1/4 bits em0!

hmmmm, so... as usual, woke up early for scho0ling.. bored!
starting lesson was art.. ughh**
;no comment for it...
then english; have to do compo AGAIN!
i use the same story just change abit, shhh...
recess......
blahblahblah....
phy lesson; go through homework then got a small test..
dunno how to do.. DIE!!
lalala lalala lalala~ ring!!!!
FINALLY, school finishes..

.............met syl and timo susu...........
we went to sun plaza kopitiam and have our lunch, or counted my dinner also..=X
me and my laopuo share the korean seafo0d soup..
yum yumm** but abit spicy ... hahha..
my darling syl ate the "black black carrot cake"...lols
however my susu never eat...
after we eat, grace wifee and i share ice-ka!~
we influence syl and susu.. they bought too^^
is like.. gosh they like drinking water eat darm fast..
lol, fighting over gracee de phone to play the wadever game.. -_-'''
susu and syl went toilet, i take syl bag then graccee take susu de bag..
i look like a bloody idiot lohr.. =P
*its heavy okay*
pull syl into comics collection, he almost fell i think.. wahahahs..
so nth much grace sent me till the traffic then she went h0me..
*take kare*
i was so XINFU that i got two body guard to sent me home ..
THANK LOTS~ LOVE U GUYS! ai ai ai **
--had alot of fun with them--
i was really happy, hope to have more time spent with them..

umm, bath and lay on the sofa..
yawns** so tired..
went to take a longggg napp..
from around 4+ to 7.30++.. hahhaha
im a pig i know, no nid u to say..
when i woke up, i felt abit sick!
my throat ish like very dry, very painful..
so drank alot of water...
then think it get better lehr...

bored part; sat down staring the tv+celling..
i nth to do.. im so darm bored**
i wan to go out but then no mo0d.
so stay home....
blahblahblah..

so, lent laptop from dajie..
begin blogging and friendster-ning..
u noe wad.. i click on XXX de profile ..
scroll down and read it..
it was say like he is unattacted and admiring s0me0ne..
i knew it , i knew it since longg time before..
was em0 since then but not really hurt now..
mayb cause i think its no point of hanging on where he had already let go..
i should give myself another chance to build back my inner heart**
million pieces isn't so easy to build bck..
once i had really completed my healing i would really try my best to NEVER EVER LET ANYONE SMASH IT ANYMORE! i had enough of being hurt.. =(
60%-still stoning but 40% emo-ing

als0, waiting f0r my "darling" to reach h0me..
it's mine responsibilitity to wait him reach h0me..
hahahha, im lame i know..
but wadever... -_-''' zZz..
now watch tv and blog..
going to take my late dinner!!
yummy**

有时候，我觉得我。。。。不因该。。。。

让我看，我是不能得到我想要的哪么一点点的幸福。

sickk..

2009-04-01T22:18:00.000-07:00
today:020409
have nt been posting for quite a long time lehr..
no time also no comp to use...
alot of things happen to me...
broke my own promises that i shouldn't drop another tears for XXX..
so i regretted...
abit emo last few days...

ytd, i was like real sick lohr...
headache till iw as cryiing like mad!!! i kept saying to myself that i need my mummy!
i know its lame but.... hahahs...
after that it was better lehr...
oh ya, ytd happy april fo0l was my 2nd sister b'dae..
can't celebrate with her.. she's now currently oversea..
so sorry can't buy her present..
but here i sing to ue: dedicated to xinli jie
happy b'dae to ue
happy b'dae to u
happy b'dae to jiejie...
happy b'dae to ues!!! ps: u're old!!!

hmmmm, so... ben lai alot of things to say about my life but ish like forgotten lehr...
hahaha, lols....
onlu know that got a few days i was like darm emo and sick..
never realli replied to ppl msq...
now i was in progress in recovering...
hope i get well soon..
its so torturing to be sick..
EVANGELINE GET WELL SOON!

how bout today? same old thing lohr...
woke up feeling headache again... ate medicine which make me wanna slp in the class..
took poa test... forgotten as i was sick..
so only got like5/12.. oh my gosh~
the rest of the lesson is like normal...
now is CLD then i got the chance to use comp dehr lohr... muahhaha(im evil)

i kept bugging grace. jiaqi and eugence to go eat sakae sushi with me..
so we set a day on next thurs to go and eat..
they better dun bluff me, or else i will be mad...
yes arh, can eat sushi!! opps, have to save money also.. stress**
^^realli look forward to eat de hor..^^

not forgetting to thank sylvester lim jun wei to be acocmpanying me when im sick..
hahahs, u take kare.. cannot sick like me kaes..
muackie**
GRACE, my wifeee.... she knows wad kind of person i am..
so when my face is like BLAACK then she know what to do lohr..
hahahha... thank ya to0**

ehhs, nothing much to say lehr..
i just wan next thurs faster come.. =P
evangeline is sick, processing to be recover..

TADAAAA, post again as soon as possible XD

lalalas~

2009-03-24T00:50:00.000-07:00
didn't post ytd..
got no time also no chance..
lols...
haiis** was very very emotional ytd...
mum came back i was already nt feeling very well...
as in sick and also already bits emo..
feel that everybody will leave me...
then i will be all alone...
so scared**
i hate to be alone...

hmmmm, so ... ask mum something..
and she's like scolding me..
-_-'''
do u feel the anger and saddness..? i guess not..
u're not me, u would understand....
parents treats kids like treasure but they treat me like..?? idk.. i dun wanna know...
ummm, so went into my ro0m, tears begin falling down..
couldn't control so at last i break down..
atually was msqing syl... but told him tat i nid sometime for myself..
u noe, i dun wanna like sort of scold him for nth..
i felt that his mum really dote him lots..
but for me, nahhh... not reallyy...

i cry and cry.. ermmm, if not wrong i did punch the floor abit..=X
so was stoning till like late 12am bahhs...
notice the phone have syl msq but didn't reply..
i dun wanna distube him slp...
btw, i'm sorry syl** really sorry**
whole night rolling around.. no slp well**
hope he didn't stay up late w/o slping for my reply..
ib he really did.. i'm really really sorwie..
uu nt that small gas right... kakaxD
hope his tiredness ish nt cause by me.. hehes..

today:240309
so so so, as usual i get up and get to school...
phy teacher mr gwee didn't come..(free 1hrs40min)
he had been absent for like 2days, hope he ish okay...
then follow by poa lesson, mdm khoo was angry with the class but nt me and anan(we did out work u noe).. boring lesson** blahblahblah...
recess...........
eng: free lesson AGAIN!! its like another 1hrs40min..
however have to do compo..
joke abit with jiaqi...lols...
math: mr raj came but he couldn't come ..
so gave us 3pieces of work...
i think my speed was okay...
do i completed my work by the time end..
**only one ques, cause really dunno mahhs..**
went for mother tongue: teacher was late for like 10-15mins...
came and talk talk talk... blahblahblah...
END SCHOOL!!!!!!
lalala, went home bath and now blogg...
so my mood now ish like hmmmm, normal normal..
hoope nth ruin it lohr.. but just rmb dun speak to family**
going to do my work soon lehr...
oh goshh, art didn't even do bit.. tmr cfm kanna...(i dun wanna care) =(
ehhs, waiting for syl call mayb bahhs..
cause my phone bill ish officially bust!!! lols...
thus, if i nv reply... i dun mean it.. =PP
call me ib u wanna..=}

TADADADADADAD~
will update when possible..
evangeline say GOODBYE^^ MUACKIE**

im tired

2009-03-22T00:57:00.000-07:00
today:220309
mood:tired

ughhh** today woke up 11++
lay on the sofa looking at my social study textbo0k..
i still have like 2chpt to do..
haiiis**
so i was like half doing then half do homework..
super right???
msq syl and blahblahblah...
i am a multi-tasker..
i ate while doing homework and watch tv and also msq at the same time..
power women nehhs..
at times i really feel like gibing up but i continue to do lohr..
i also dunno wads the motivation..
mayb something or someone bahhs..(nt sure either)
i sat down like for till 3+ then i complete the ss...
finally man!!!
im super tired**
i know i still have art to do.. but i guess nt bahhs.. mayb ltr..

hahs, so i bath then blog lehr lohr.. must blog now ib nt ltr at night cnnt ler...
mum was nagging at times but i dunno she's also good at times..
she know i was keeping doing work for so long she ask me ib i wanna eat this and that..
lols.. overall she's quite a nicee mum i guess..
so thank mum i guess..
=X feel so shyy saying all this..

hmmp, im over or am i not..??
i think i am cause i know that i really deserve to be treated better..
SO, ib u're just trying to be meaNNNN to me... for god sake just scraMMMM oFFF!!
ummmm, TADADADADADAD~
ib i cn i will blog always de..

你的歌声好，动听啊！

谢谢你，给我知道幸福真正的感觉。

feel wierd??

2009-03-21T05:39:00.000-07:00
today:210309
mo0d:half normal half mad,sadded

woke up it wad already like 12++..
so went to wash up then sat at the living room, staring into space..
saw my dajie(real) fell alslp so decided to go and buy my lunch..
i like idiot walk and hightlight my social study textbo0k...
hahahs..lols..

came home, my dajie ish like awake liao..
i sat down eating my curry fish rice...
then she at there complain say bored..
i told her, go out lahr..
she wanted go sentosa then say swimming..
but i told too bad... i come girls stuff..
so, dajie say go amk hub walk walk..
after she bath and change like an hours we set off..
om my gosh it rain...
luckly we set off earlier...

kakaxD we walk around see clothes, shoes..
she treat me eat yogurt icecream..
it taste okay lahr, but will get sick cos to0 much lehr..
but thank dajie for treating me!!
muackie dajie**
ohh ya, she bought a short which ish quite nice..
I FINALLY HAVE A NEW BAG!!
its also bought by dajie cost like ten bucks..
cheap but still i like it coz its cute and its my dajie buy for me dehr..!!
谢谢大姐！！

so went home and go sp slack awhile with linming and darren(forget him lehr)
hahahs... till like 7.30 i went home..
hmmm. reach home feeling bored...
freaking hell left my footstep clip with linming...
he cfm lost it dehr lohr...
i sadded siia**
i like that clip alot lehhs.. haiis**

btw , i say XXXXXX in arcade...
u know wad..
starting he ish like treat me like transparent lohr..
i was mad and saddd..
i wonder why also..
aiya, stupid me!! feel like killing myself!

wanted ask steven out to have a drink .. but i sms him he reply like" dun sms me again"
i was mad!!! then he called me ltr ..
he say ish his fren sent one.. i was like -_-'''
i ask who the friend... then he say ish SHIEN!!!
i wad even super duper mad!!! i hang up his phone..
** fuckin girl, u not happy i msq steven u come tell me lahr!! no nid bloody hell reply me by using his phone.. think u wad..? bu shuang come find me lahr.. its not like i wan to steal uur love one like that.. look into the mirror lahr hor... u cn then keep steven beside u lahr, why break..? chee bye lahr hor ..
dun u bloody make me mad! i try smiling at u and be friends but wad u gib back ish shit!! **

chee bye lahr, msn with steven... he told me shien took my number...
i was like really fuking up..
wad the hell she wans man..
i had nv wanted to steal her bf!!
think wad, wu ji u come msq me lahr.. we meet up and settle this thing lahr..
tamade..

haiis, thinking of all this thing make me super duper mad!~
wad did i ever done wrong siia.. realli wonder is it that in previous life i owe them..
hmmmm... trying to get my mood back siia..
darm it**
my mood was great till now...
stupid ass...
i'm now like nagging at jiaqi..
hahaha, hope he doesn't mind bahhs..
hahahs...

pS: girl u better watch wad u say to me!

evangeline is mad mad mad!!
i will go on with my life no matter wad...
wo yao wo de jian dan ai..

jialat!!

2009-03-20T00:06:00.000-07:00
today:200309
wake up more early to go for math lesson..
quite useful lohr, cos in the end i know how to twist and do all the question..
went to mac with my laopuo grace and eat lohr..
chit chat and eat.....
time flies pass...
loading.....
loading.....

went to the toilet and take 2 pic...
hahahs,
then ish like she was saying "basket" so thus i added the word "ball"
we are like making jokes while walking..
e.g like pingpong"ball" , soccer"ball" alot alot different one lahr..
went home...
wash up abit...

decided to highlight my ss work..
halfway through went to on laptop to check for the new timetable..
OH MY GOD!!!!
so jialat man.. mon:2.35pm tues:3.20pm wed:3.0pm thurs:2.35pm fri:12.30pm
the lesson time is like so long lahr...
wan me to die man..
haiis, siian diao liao lohr...
cfm everyday die man.. ughhhhh***
ta bulie tahan lehr lahr... =(

darm still so many work to do..
angry** why did i slack so much.. haiis..
life ish so unfair... right right right?!
but who knows wad im suffering now..? nobody!

虽然你给我的快乐是哪么短的，
但是我以觉得非常幸福了！
你知道你是谁就可以了。

我先在才知道原来幸福是可以很简单的，知道原来简单就是我真正想要的幸福！！
谁可以给我，我想要的简单幸福呢？

hmmmm..

2009-03-18T20:33:00.000-07:00
today:190309 (the date something wrong, dun care it)
again woke up at 8.25am to english remedial..
so boring lohr...
juz go for an hours lohr...

noe wad i dream of like a carrot shape pencil case was like chatting me..
a bloody nightmare...
but looks cute to others when i tell them about it lohr..

came home after slacking like half an hour in school with grace..
wanted ask her go makan dehr..
but hor she say she go GB...
so meaNNNNN of her lahr..
sadded** nohr...
no choice but came home...
watch okto:schol house rock awhile.. then nw jiu update lohr...
nth to much about today bahhs..
have to complete homework tdy..
hoping to do finish ss and half of math lorh..
try my very best bahhs..
><

ehhs, today mood... ummmm, nt very happy...
abit moody lehhs..
dunno why, mayb just mayb ish because nth to do..?
not so sure lohr..
see lohr...

haiis... feel like going out but like so lazy so decided to stay at home ..
so thus , now i'm like rotting in progress.....!!!
ROTTING......
ROTTING......

kkaes.. nth lehr...
got chance i post again bahhs..
TADDDAAAAA...

evangeline is feeling -_-''' diao...
meet up with friends that long time no see bahhs..
XD muackie**

quite happy wid how im doing now=)

2009-03-17T20:44:00.000-07:00
today:180309
MOOD: quite happy=))

today wake up like 8.25 for english oral remedial lahr..
but looks abit stupid..
cause go there just for like an hour!!
okay lahr, nt say waste lahr..
least mdm chai take up time for us..

MDM CHAI:
although u cnnt see ..
but just wan tell ue that thank for encouraging me to do well..
feel that i really can do it..
so nth much to say juz simpple word like thank you..
hope u dun get too angryy with the class.. heehees..**

stay back at sschool for like ermmm, one hour and so lohr...
company my 2nd wife-grace awhile then she go to her dnt lohr..
took a in the toilet with grace.. muhahhaa..
wonder why so many ppl like to take pic in toilet..
hahhaas.. lol><

noe wad, ytd i went to make a new spec..
ib i wear it u all will laugh man...
kakaXD
it cost like $150 but cos i chang ke mahhs.. so its like $130..
but hor i have to make my mum half of the price lahr..
cost me $65 lohr.. waolauu..
but m happy that i finally make a new spec which dun look like it is pick out from a rubbish dump=))

hmmmp, now going 12 niaa....
maybe meeting my laopuo at 3pm go makan lunch lohr..
see how first bahhs..
wan upload the pic but like cnnt lehh
maybe got chance then i make bahhs...
buh bye..
TADDAAAAAA..^^

EVANGELINE FEEL OKAY^^
BUT BORED-_-'''

i cut my hair!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-17T01:35:00.000-07:00
today:170309
hahah.. lols.. woke up feeling so bored..
msq my sister eena to go out...
went to bath then go sp..
walking around like idiots..
so boring..
ughhhh...
life ish so unfair and boring always...

hahah, noe wad.. ytd meet syl then chat and play around..
quite fun lohr..
least i smile lahr..
haven been smiling for the real thing for so darm long lohr..
wahahahahhaha(im evil)
after that syl pei me go buy food at sp then he went home..
i went home wanted to eat the food, but hor ate abit then feel weak so went to slp..
gosh, wake up jiu darm headache..
ate panedol after that feel alittle better...

chat on the phone with syl.. till bout 12.18am..
lols... ask him go slp cause he going out today..
-_-'''

i went for a fringe cut at sunday!!!! with my da laopuo-maggie!!!!!
went to her mum's fren house for the cut also done reborned for the fringe...
heehees.... kakaXD
freaking spec make it curl again lahr..
hahaha...
who care i happy jiu ha0^^

so bloody bored..!!!!
wad to do..?
this is life ya..
wahahahs...
see yar next tym when i can post.. ><
TADDAADADADADADADA!~

Evangeline is co0l!!!! =X

ZzZ.. -_-'''

2009-03-15T03:33:00.001-07:00
today:150309
hahah... woke up by ny dad pumping the stupid bicycle...
lie on the sofa watch tv till like 12 while chatting very syl on the phone lohr...
went to bath then go sp eat a little with my dad...
walk to meet maggie at around 1.15pm...
go to her mum's friend house to make hair..

i finally cut my l0ng fringe away..
nv regret this time cuz it look quite okay ib i nv wear spec lohr..
i reborn my fringe too lahr..
good siia not so ex... heehees..
i spent like $13 lohr..
ben lai ish 15 dehr but the auntie gib me 13 nia..
was happy with the price lohr.. hope i dun make spoilt jiu can lehr..

w0 her laopuo maggie went to mac and eat lohr..
after that walk to her house liao luhhs..
see her play maple awhile.. -_-'''
i was like 'ni da maple, wo da ni!" lols..
dunno wads so fun about "poking" the mushro0m lohr..
muahahaha (im evil)

so shortly after she play till she sort of shuang liao..she exit and help me on my blog ..
bleahs=P *i force de*
darm lehhs, search the skin for so long then see her at there clip her fake hair.. =))
ahhhm, so found lehr then make this make that for quite a long time siia...
till now then finish lorh..
so start update now.. so long nv update lohr..
wahahhaa..

THANK YOU LAOPUO MAGGIE~ MUACKIE LAHR^^
all thank to her i finally done this bloody blog with songgg!!!! -_-'''

you know wad, she looking at wad i posting now!!
evil girl!!
tell u a secret, she likes to put white spots cream on her face!! it ;looks so......
heehehe, u noe.....
lalalalal~

it like magic!!! it dissappear~ wow^^

evangeline ish happy today!! make hair not bad...
make blog wonderful( ib dun say wonderful later my laopuo slap me, hehe)
so overall go00d!!!

im in go0d mo0ddd...
hope nth ruin my mood=))

MAGGIE YOUR BLOODY BROTHER ISH BLOODY DE BLOODY DE NOISY!!!!!!!!!!

TADAAAAAAAAAA!~

freaking bored!!

2009-03-14T03:35:00.000-07:00
today:140309
i woke up freaking tired and bit sick i also dunno why lohr...
i wake up like 12+..
late right, who cares im pigg.. also nt going any where mahhs...
so its okay dehr...

i then brush my teeth then went to sun plaze to buy my food for the day!!!
lols, i wanted just to eat once a day then cn diet mahhs..
but always fail de lahr, shhhh....
lol....

came back and eat then watch tv ...
blah blah blah............
talk on the phone with sylverster... he entertain me abit lohr..
listen to him sing.... lols...
he sing realli nice... XD
SO , CAN ASK HIM TO BE A SINGER^^
lols.... wahahahha

haiis, freaking bored lohr..
life ish like a nightmare for me man...

i watch tv till like now then came over to CC and use comp lohr..
think after blog go play audi bahhs...
so long nv play bercome darm noob liao siia...
but im always a noob lahr. so its okay^^
hahaha..
BORED!!

let me see... my life ish boring,...
hmmmm, dunno wad i wan sometimes also..
feel bit lame at times...
haiis, see how bahhs..

miss my GANS...
see ue guys after school reopen!!!
muackie...
TADDAAAAA~