do you understand WHY?
today: 260409
mood: sadded
hmmmmm, quite a long time haven been blogging lehr..
days that past is either up high or down low..
every life ish like that isn't it?
but.. guys know wad my life ish like so down so blue..
i just couldn't understand whyy.. =(
today woke up ate went home then sleep..
sleep all the way to like 4 plus..
didn't do anythingg..
just missinqq himm..
i didn't know ib he did.
i feel so uncertain...
is my feelingg goingg the wrongg wayy??
this thingg ish im just missingg him lots..
i dunno why i just sigh**
nevermind ish a hurtful word dun u think so ?
making himm sad, ruining his mo0d is the only thingg i cause him.
every mins if my life i'm just missing him..
he fill up my mind, i know ish wrongg but i couldn't help it.
he gave me the sense of secure
gave me the sense of love
the sense of care.
the only person that will feel pain when i drop tears.
the only person that i would feel pain when his sad, his angryy,he ignore me..
i really dunno wad to do.
im sorry..
really sorry..
noww i guess that ib i apologies is no use lehr..
because he ish angry ignoring me..
im just worry, just missing him..
ish so so my fault..
u sayy that im not a burden to ues..
but i guess i am a burden to ues..
a burden that makes u feel hard to breathe, hard to walk , hard to move on.
maybe letting me down u will feel better, feel lighter..
as i always say as long u're happyy...
i suffer its really nothing..
really nothing, doesn't matter..
shattered of my heart sound,
sound of tears dripping down my cheeks..
nobody hears it..? nobody including YOU.
YOU WAN TO KNOW WHY I FEEL SO HURT WHEN U'RE -SAD
-ANGRY
- WHEN WE FIGHT
YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY????!!!!!!
YOU WANNA HUH?! YOU WANNA?!
BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME FELL IN LOVEEEE WITH YOU!
tell me ib i should move away a not?
tell me ib im a burden to ues.
i dun wanna this kind of life.
x IT'LL NEVER STOP RAINING -
