我很失望！~
HAIIS**
today was my only OFF DAY for this week..
i actually tot i could enjoy myself and company my sisters and others more..
cause if i really go back to STUDY.
i'll have NO TIME at ALL..
wanted go amk walk walk dehr..
ask someone to along but he seem to drag and drag..
i stand outside fucking hot mac and get diao..
so im really very mad i just walk away..
i went to bishan walk walk w chris while waiting for mandy..
at last we just went back to smb and slack..
haiis**
very stress to hear about my school thing..
even if im able to pay for it..
i scared i will faint half way and gave up everything..
ACTUALLY u know what im thinking about?
i just wanna have MORE time w my sisters , w ppl.
cause im scared that i'll give up everything half way..
and faint to the max..
i don't have the trust in myself..
im very stress NOW!
mother keep questioning me..
im SERIOUSLY FUCKING STRESS!
my tears wanna flow out lehr but i keep bearing it back!~
all i have to do is to stress and make sure its pay and i pay it back..
ill dehr.. taking up a load or what i also will...
i will have no freedom for half a year and more!
i wont have any love..
any concern..
any care..
BABY HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THIS STRESS..
HOW LONG MUST THIS GOES ON..?!
对不起我知道我让你失望了。。
其实我对自己非常失望！
我已经觉悟了！！
我的天慢慢的变黑！
我好害怕！ 真的好害怕！
我只想有一点点的关心，一点点的爱。。。
x IT'LL NEVER STOP RAINING -
